hey everyone. ugh, i haven't updated in like 2 days. i hate having my mind on things. it's so time consuming! lol ( Read more... )

i want you so so badly. I get so depressed when i can't talk to you, and when i do..i get upset when you don't answer right away because it makes me feel like you have better things to do besides talk to me. i so wish that you would get over him, but you won't and i hate it. i WANT to be the center of you. i want you to be excied to see me all the ( Read more... )

well, i woke up with puffy eyes, and thought," humrpf!how much did i cry?",who knows. i'm over it though! yayy ( Read more... )

omg, i can't stop crying. this is so horrible for me to deal with . i think that i need to talk to you. tell you everything. i have so much bottled inside. it's destroying me. i'll be so happy if things workout, but yea, i can't take it anymore. it's just driving me absolutely insane. i can't stop crying. i've been crying for about an hour and a ( Read more... )

Do you know what its like to go to sleep everynight ( Read more... )

i had to get up for exams today. ugh! which were horrible. i got a 30 on my geometry exam, but i pass for the year!! yay! and i got a 13 on my acting exam, ugh, so now i have a B. grrr!oh, and after school me and jessica had a twenty minute conversation. aww, she's great...stupid buttwhore/slut!hehe ( Read more... )

http://marge.uvm.edu/sdempse/jokes/cant.swf

that's exactly how i feel, it's so sad!!!!! **crying face**

my depression proceeds to endure me. it is a state of emotion that i have grown used to considering my issues of love, lust, and vunerability. i am not acustom to the lonelness that i have been drawn to so effortlessly, and it confuses me greatly. the notsalgia of having someone else's presence has long been omitted. i am not exactly sure how to ( Read more... )

i'm sorry that that mad you mad! i didn't mean to it's just i wanted to let you know how i felt. i mean you know how i feel, it's just, you didn't what you were doing to me. it's killing me. please just talk to me**very sad, blue face ( Read more... )

this isn't fair. i mean it's not like you want me. you want me , but you don't WANT me.you only REALLY talk to me when you're horny. it's not fair. i want you want you. you want me, go home afterwarss. that doesn't flow with me hun. i'm not a lil whore. i don't come over bam bam, goodnite see you whenever. sorry. i mean you rock my world.(not ( Read more... )