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[xcorejesusfreak]

Today was good... school was school and life pretty much sux in that department. After school i went to Jamies and we had a lotof fun. we went to get coffee likewe really needed it and then we picked up her brothers. When we got back home Andy and Phillup came over i was really bummed becasue i really had to go becasue I had to be home by 5 and

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hey

[anonymous]

it is not a guilt trip i was just telling u how i feel to get stuff off my chest but if u dont fucking care then u should be able to tell me what the hell is on ur mind. if u want me out of ur life and not to think of me anymore then u need to let me know as soon as possible. if i make u feel so bad then u can get what u want i will leave u alone for good but if u ever want to call me then do it. i dont want to go through this anymore. if u dont want me in ur life then just tell me instead of making me think that we are going to be together in the end. i dont care what the hell u do just remember that if u are not having fun then do it. my saying for u know is "if life gives u lemons, make lemonade. and find someone whose life has givin them vodka,......and have a party. i will always love u no matter what u do. it probably doesnt matter to u but u need to know that there is always going to be someone there for u to help u through shit if u ever decide to call me. so be safe make the right decissions and have fun with ur life

Re: hey

[xcorejesusfreak]

i dont even know how to respond to that.
i have told you that i really dont think we are going to get back together. many times infact and i guess you never really believed it and didnt give it a second thought but that is not my falt. i will always care for you and will always remember you but i cant handle the pressure of being your girlfriend. im truly sry. when i was going out with you i never felt more guilty then when i was with my friends and i didnt like it. i didnt like knowing that if i went out with my friends that you were going to find somethibng that you would be "dissapointed" about. ive told this to you matt and jamie so i know this is not the first timethat you hae heard this.
forever and always Jen

Re: hey

[anonymous]

the thing that u dont realize is that u never dissapointed me. i didnt care really if u ditched me or went to a party or did something like that. all i ever wanted for u to be was happy. u r only 16 u should be having fun and what u didnt know is that i wasnt going to stop u from doing that. but i really hope that the next person that u will be with will treat u as good as i did and cared for u as much as i did. and i hope that u realize all of this that i just said.

Re: hey

[my_crimson_tear]

cody its all good. no worrys kk?

jenna i love you

[cvampire]

Y'know, Jenna, I think you need that little voice in the back of your head. I think you need someone's voice that makes you hesitate. You know my position on your whole 'partying' way of life. I'm not here to make you guilty, but I'm obviously not making you think twice. In answer to an implied question you posed me a few weeks ago, I won't ever party with you and Jamie. It's not an insult, though I have to say... I am a bit offended that you tried to persuade me to. No matter how weak the persuasion was. I thought you would have taken my views a bit more serious. I don't like you or Jamie going and out and partying. I don't like hearing stories about it. Well... that's my view. I hope you take it seriously.

[xcorejesusfreak]

i love you dearly and respect everything that you say i really do. i love you so much and im sry that you felt hat way when jamie and i were talking to you about that but to a point you need to trust me to take care of myself like everyone else does.