im very confused about my feelings about everything right now. im trying to make myself not like anybody for my own good but its not working and its really annoying. i mean i dont know if i really like anyone but i dno ( Read more... )

im just in a happy good mood for once and i like it. today wasnt half bad at all. i slept til 11:30 cause of some crazyness last night and i was up talking to mario til like 5 in the morning this morning...i relaxed for most of the day and watched sex and the city on demand...i talked to megan and to jules...mario went to VA today with his family ( Read more... )

it was nice just relaxing today....got up and went to jazz...had fun and we learned part of our dance for the recital...haha to b2k uh huh....we arent doing that song but it just went with it so thats what we did the steps to...got home and took a shower...went to kristys and hung out with kristy kirby tina melissa erin meg and megan...it was fun ( Read more... )

why does everybody else have a fucking boyfriend or girlfriend but not me... okay so i made the choice to be single...doesnt mean i dont like it anymore... actually-i hate it and im lonely and i feel like screaming everytime i see another couple. im surrounded and ive got nothing. nobody. and im never going to have anynone ever again am i? why do i ( Read more... )

im bored waiting for jules to come and get me to go to BOTB...its tonite...hells yeah.... talking to ryry on the fone now....fun stuff ill update later tonight...
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today was okay i guess...i felt crappy pretty much all day thouugh...some guys we're being stupid and mean to claire at lunch today...it was so effing annoying...people piss me off alot....lately and ive been feeling like crap and i have no reason to because i have been taking my medication...that still doesnt mean my life doesnt suck...because it

i feel extremely tired right now and i dont know why...today wasnt too bad....tho mr katz went off on how we're a crappy honors class...like usual except for longer. us gov. rawked like always...talked and did notes and a review worksheet.lunch was fun. jessay and brandan sat with us. and jessay had pictures from homecoming....fun stuff. english ( Read more... )

todays over...finally....it just kinda sucked i guess ...bad mood...dance was awesome though....like always...bio was actually funny ...the video we watched was hilarious...good times...lunch was awesome and p.e. was play...we did basketball stuff ...came home did homework and talked to meg ...did geometry homework...went to ballet...it went pretty ( Read more... )

today was pretty awesome...but last night totally rrocked....small group and youth group...erin and libby werent at small group but everybody else was...we talked about one of the oddest stories in the bible...but then jenn explained it to us by asking us questions ...it all made sense....youth group we played sardines...and this winking game and ( Read more... )

i really should be doing my chores and report on the russian revolution for revelle...but yeah i got until lyk 6 to do it all...this weekend was pretty fun....friday night went to my dads house...spent the night there....got up at 12:30 saturday morning took a shower...had breakfast talked to josh for like half an hour ...blow dryed and ( Read more... )