wow my house is finally calming down!! it was crazy!! cell phones going off neighbors running into my home eagles song being sung every 2 seconds screaming cheering! it was crazy!! tim was hilarious he was "numb" lolol "E-A-G-L-E-S ...WE'RE GOIN TO THE BOWWWLLLL..THE BOWWWLLLL!!!" AH I LOVE THAT MAN aha pittsburg just scored..idk who i want to ( Read more... )

today was the hardest day of school..i choked back tears nd pretended i was fine all day i think my heart broke lik 50 times! if it werent for marissa in my classes i woulda fell apart! i hate when ur crush thinks everything if fine between the two of u but deep down inside u just wanna cry.. nd choke him! lol ugh well i've been singing nd writing ( Read more... )

ok..this entry is going to be filled with joy ( Read more... )

hm yesterday wasnt as bad as i thought..i laughed lik all day which i missed =) i always have the best times with my maliiza..we had oh say 37695 conversations about twirling the penis? oh gosh idk..derek was just in his crazy mood twirlin his finger nd of course marissa made it sumthing dirty! lol i..being me..jumped right in tho lol nd now we ask ( Read more... )

( venting a smidge .. )

y hello! i havent updated this thing in ages! sry! just havent had the time with a mixture of flat out lazyness hehe well not much has happened but im so excited to go to the mall today! i had a wonderful christmas nd cant wait to spend my money =D oh nd maybe my "destiny guy" *one of the many lol sar* will be there! hm?? lol marissa sarah nd i ( Read more... )

( tiger lily<3 )

today was much better then monday nd tuesday! except marissa wasnt there nd i was totally lost! oh well i talked to ****** =D hes seriously the best kid ever..i wish he knew how i felt but im not that kinda person..i cant jus tell guys how i feel..mayb its fear of rejection, not enough self-confidence, both? yea idk! tmrrws thursday nd i cannot ( Read more... )

yuck. this week has sucked incredibly bad so far.. the boy i liked asked someone out ndddd is flirting with one of my best friends! great huh? the ONLY thing that made my day ok yesterday was jason nd sarah..i love those 2 soo much! jason sung the rubber ducky song to me nd sent this site so i could listen to it=D ahh hes a good sarah keep him! lol ( Read more... )

ok i prob. wont update for awhile again but to fill u in..saturdays jens 18th bday!!! woo!! nd uhm yea i lik someone new ****** !!! hes so freakin awesome its crazy! =D i could not be more happy..i forgot how it felt to lik someone i havent completely bombed yet! aka _ _ _ _ _ YUCKKK lol jk were O.K. now! hah TMRRW IS THE FOOTBALL GAME!! i think ( Read more... )