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A Cross Road of Shit [litterally]
I shook her so hard.
her - the one I love.
Words I never thought to speak fumbled out of my mouth.
Like cold ice on warm skin.
- The kind of sensation that makes you think twice about what you're doing.
I remember looking at the ground.
Just the ground.
How could I make someone so sweet and beautiful feel so bad?
I feel like a child that's gone and shot ( Read more... ) -
Loafing... [Classic Loaf]
Edit: IT'S SNOWING! =] So yeah. No classes for me today. *beams* *coughs up lung*
I'm still pretty sick, so I need all the chillax time I can get.
Ok. So maybe starting a new journal was too impulsive. I dunno, we'll see.
( Mopy Shiz =\ ) -
(Untitled)
I'm discontinuing use of this journal --- indefinitely.
I need a new start, a new beginning.
There are so many things I wish I could say.
But this journal no longer feels like a safe haven...
But a public dissecting board.
If you wish to be considered for 'adding,' comment.
Although a lot of posts may remain private for my eyes only.
Fin. -
Arisia Apocalypse
I can't stop crying ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
[Edit: This is a poem I wrote yesterday while under stress,entitled: Sabbotage.]
Sabbotage;
The feeling I get when I look in a mirror.
What will become of me?
I close my eyes...
Memories rush like moths to a flame.
How long will this last? [We last?]
My insecurities disable me. [My mind]
Lost, distraught, and unhinged.
Do I crave self-deprivation?
I don't ( Read more... ) -
overly emotional
"twenty years, it's breaking you down, now that you understand there's no one around. take a breath, just take a seat. you're falling apart, and tearing at the seams. heaven forbid you end up alone and don't know why. hold on tight, wait for tomorrow, you'll be alright."
so I'm crying. wtf.
seriosuly. seriously?
-sigh-
I couldn't even talk on the ( Read more... ) -
watermelon && hangovers
going home.
sigh.
lots to accomplish.
so little time.
god i love that girl =] -
(Untitled)
so we went camping this past weekend.
it was fun.
i've had a lot on my mind though.
everything should be perfect though.
i'm not sure what's up with me lately.
sigh.
[mmm. potatoes]
i dunno.
now that i think of it.
i'm not really in the mood to post.
blahhhhh.
at least.
not right now.
[edit:]
ok. maybe it is.
"is it because I'm here"
maybe, hun.
last night was ( Read more... ) -
Hoo-Ha!. [meow... woof!]
so I should be helping her with the dishes ( Read more... ) -
fish food!
So things have been ok I guess ( Read more... )