sicne last time ( Read more... )

i feel like theres no one to talk to anymore
and its mostly my fault
= \
cuz i dont talk to people
or let them listen
barely anyone knows the truth
or whats going on right now..

im just scared that everyones gonna hate me : (
cuz its so wrong of me..
:(

i love you guys<3

She's a liar
It comes to this
All we had till now is gone
And I'm the other
Piece to this
Everytime I feel this inside
I don't wanna be the one who...

Caught you
So take cover
Never saw it coming so you put me on again
Had you and no other
The game, the lie is getting old

so lets see ( Read more... )

I'm leaving messages and voicemails ( Read more... )

find agood lj layout
i need one
asdhasaklsd
and i work today
:'(

but yea!
bored!

fucking said grade cutoff was wed
now theyre saying today
THEY CANT DO THAT
wtf
asdjfhakjsfhdkla
im freaking out again
asdfhkl

was terrible
i had the worst panic attack ever
and ive never had one
and i didnt know what to do
and it was so scary
and terrible : (
god.

when i think about it
it like
starts up
kind of
not close to how bad it was before though
ah :(

bleh basically i dont know what to do ( Read more... )

you really realize who your friends are after things.

thanks everyone who was there, for being there for me through this.

and thank you dezi, for yelling at me.

hahaha

k thanks bye