It's not suppose to be like this, I don't want to feel like this at all.

[xcrimsontyde]

The things you aren't suppose to feel, are what hurts you the most. I'm surprised my heart knows how to love still, from all the hurt and pain i've felt thoughout my life. Don't ever look at a person and think 'they look really happy' becos you really have no idea whats going on in there life. Life has to many obstacles, i wish it'd only run me

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[cuntrina_hello]

I think you made perfect sense. You honestly take the words out of my mouth. This whole entry, is exactly how I feel or have felt before. I don't think you're a "fucked up human being" because you aren't. you have feelings like everyone else and i'm pretty sure everyone in the world has felt what you feel right now. I love you, Seerios and I want to be here for you always. okay?

[xcrimsontyde]

Maybe i'm not going back to my depression, i just had a few days of unstableness. Cos i mean i'm kinda feeling better than i was, and i know your here for me and i love you for that. I love being about to express my every thought and spill my heart out to you and you know exactly what how i feels.

Afi's new cd is amazing, i'm falling inlove<3.

it reminds me of my car, with you and josh =). yess, i can't wait to see you both, i miss you both like crazy, i can't wait to hug josh seeing i didn't get to the lasttime hahaha!

I think i've been so down lately becos i haven't been able to drive and do things, and i've just been sitting around, and you know me all to well, i HATE sitting down and doing nothing alone.

I love you, Trinies