wishing i was dead

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i feel as if everything good in my life has been stolen from me. i mean i have a couple of really good friends, and i have him, but i mean everything else has just gone to hell. i feel so alone at times that i want to just go to sleep and never wake up. i am not in any way trying to get people sympathy, becasue alot of people have it worse off then

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lucy, you dont have to worry about what you look like or who will like you. you are beautiful and who cares if people dont like you anyways? you're out for yourself, the world is out for themselves! learn this! and as for what you did that made you feel better, PLEASE, im begging you stop it. call me whenever you need to, you deserve some venting time cause i didnt vent my head off the other night. im always up for conversation with you, i love you, and i feel terrible that you're in such a mess right now. but it wont be long until you're out of it, its just this phase in your life. :) i cant explain this right now, but ill elaborate later. ♥ ♥