ahh its been a tough week.
my mouth hurts a lot.
and im on oxycotton.
but it doesnt even help that much.
and im just really upset about my cousin.
and i have a lot of work.
and blah.

so... my second cousin died this morning. she was the youngest of my moms cousins. fucking a marathon runner, never smoked a cigarette in her life, and dead of lung cancer ( Read more... )

MAY 10 or so: train up to ny ( Read more... )

Hi Caitlin. I miss you too. When are you gonna come and visit? Is it warm in South Carolina? I think you should live closer sometime ( Read more... )

so. a few months ago, like over the summer, this guy started (legitimately) stalking me. he worked at this pizza place and I talked to him one night, just being nice and polite and shit. and then he started coming over to my house (he only knew where it was from delivering pizza) and calling me and calling my roommate (number he only knew from ( Read more... )

guys are *so* fucked up.

no.

really.

tomorrow is the birthday.
ayoooo! last night of being a teenager.
its not even special at all
because most of my good friends are already
21 or over.
whatevs. im the baby, and im turning 20!
wee!
wine and cheese saturday night?
i think so.
and slam tomorrow. ive gotta memorize.
blah.
well, happy birthday to me.

so back to school ( Read more... )

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i bought heals yesterday.
two pairs.
one are super high heals with rinestones.
then half cut black boots with fake lepord print.
ohh god. i am *so* excited.
someone take me out on a date so i can wear shoes.
aghh, i am so gonna end up alone at forty with
$20,000 worth in shoes.