i hate being sick, but it gives me a chance to think. cause well... i'm usually awake at like 4 in the morning when i'm sick. and theres usually nothing on tv at that hour. anyway. i think i'm finally becoming comfortable with myself. yeah i'm not prefect but i like myself. i'm gonna start going to the gym with jay and going on a healthy diet. so ( Read more... )

contruction at work has given me a rash on both of my legs. it sucks. i hate going to work and having every single fucking customer come in and say "whats going on here?!" a fucking puppet show!!! SERIOUSLY!? being open while people knock down walls was the dumbest idea i've ever heard and saw happen. but that part is down, now building will begin ( Read more... )

so everyone says new york is sooooooo great. well i disagree. new york is great to visit but is no boston. In Boston people don't honk when its a red light, there are lows and the subway system makes sense. thats just me, there may be lots of things to see in new york, but its not worth the fight to get to those places.

Off to drink...cause I CAN

yay i'm on vacation!!!! yesterday took like forever to go by, but i made it. AND i cleaned out my car. which is a HUGE deal, cause the stuff that was in there has been there since i moved out of dave's apartment haha i'm so fucking lazy and i had nowhere to really put all the stuff but whatever. So i'm off like a gym sock....hahaha that was fucking ( Read more... )

i've found the apartment of my dreams...ok maybe not dreams. but i love it at the moment. its close to work and close to david. and i can afford it. and .... and...YAY! i hope i can get it. cross your fingers

i have very few constants in my life, i never really think about this and give them the credit they deserve. But today while i was driving i thought them out. and wanted to type them out ( Read more... )

i'm looking for an apartment, just for me. no roommates, no boyfriend. am i crazy? can i really be independent...and will this need to independence ruin my relationship with jay? i can afford most of the places i've seen on craig's list. i'm looking for a location near or around my work in saugus, but i may seek a new location all together.... like ( Read more... )

i fucking hate jay and i's roommate brad. he's a retarded druggie who needs to gain a brain and get the fuck out of my house!!! i fake fucking nice all day at work i don't want to have to come home and do the same. He's a stupid fucking person. and doesn't understand simple concepts. like hey jay and i are going to have a romantic evening, like a ( Read more... )

an entry! omg so weird. anyway i'm just posting my big birthday plans, i'm turning the big 21!!! yay! its all down hill from here!!! YAY!!!!! *crowd cheers ( Read more... )

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