I can't believe I hurt somene so much...

[xcursedxgypsyx]

I knew it would hurt, but never how bad... I loved her wth everything I had and yet hurt her because i felt I wasn't good enough. I couldn't accept the fact she wanted me for me, nor the fact she was willing to give up everything. So I hurt her, I tore apart her heart and left her laying on the ground without a shred of hope. I wish I could take it

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[tenshi_neko]

It still hurts my head to accept the fact that you were happily and contently engaged for a while there, and then you somehow brought yourself to break up with her. And now you're involved with someone who isn't even old enough to buy a drink in a bar, yet you love her, as well.

You say the word 'love' far too easily, without much thought at all, it seems. If you did think everything through, how could you fall so quickly in love with such a young girl, soon after you broke your relationship off with your fiance'?

(This is merely an observational fact and wasn't meant to hurt your girlfriend, btw.)

I'm sure that I don't have have all of the facts, nor do I really want them. I only tell you this to make you think and look at yourself better than before. Receiving input from a non-related, third party does that, I've found. I hope that it helps you discover certain aspects of yourself which you never saw before. I can only hope, though.