I miss jayson and i hate that hes always going to be gone i hate being lonely. i love him and he wants to marry me and i want to marry him. I wish that my father would get that. He dosn't want me to have to live the life of a military wife and have to move all the time and never know when i'm going to move to a different place. but what he dosn't ( Read more... )

i have no idea why i decided to come on here but seeing as i did i might as well write something. hey i graduated and me and the ass broke up. i shouldn't say that he's trying to be friends sorry sometimes can't help it. i thik davids in jail. i'm dating jayson. which is happyness. ever worried that you think you love someone but what if its not ( Read more... )

anybody still alive on this thing?

i kinda feel weird, i'm kinda out of it. is it possible to miss someone so much when you only saw them yesterday. i hate questions like that they're so sappy and girly. i heard from david today and i don't really know what to think about it. denny hates him. he treated me bad when we were together but we had a weird connection that i don't know if ( Read more... )

that sucks phil kinda hates me because he thinks i was talking about terisa but i was never really given the chance to defend myself. yes i don't like them going out and i had my oppinions about her but i was never able to say anything to phil because i didn't have the chance. its stupid you can't hate me for something like that its stupid. i can ( Read more... )

yesterday was fun i went to annahs holloween party and yeah it was fun i carved a pumkin that said rocky with lips. hehehe lyDs and annah (LETS DO THE TIME WORP AGIAN!). But i had fun today also i hung out with denny and we had fun and carved pumkins and his was a skeliton like face thing which actually looked pretty cool and i carved a skeliton ( Read more... )

i don't know whats wrong with me but i'm really really sad right now. i don't really have anywhere to go. no home. i really really wanna go home. i donno i have this weird feeling in my chest. i had a pretty good day today nothin really bad or anything. i got an old camara yesterday after i met dennys mom. the camara dosn't work tho i might be able ( Read more... )

went to annahs then to homecomeing last night with denny and annah and stephen. we well at least me and annah had fun at the dance but the guys had fun after the dance. after the dance annah, stephen, mike, amanda, dennis and me wnet to downtown royle oak and ate at the mongolian barbacue it was alotof fun actually. well, i liked it. then we drove ( Read more... )

ITS MY MESSAGE TO YOU:I cant make you happy anymore i can't make anyone happy anymore i'm kinda pointless at this point. i'm sad. its crashing agian what else can i do? nothing. and my final belief is It's better to burn out then fade away.

i don't write enough. but anyway i tryed out for "a midsummer nights dream" and i'm a fairy under the king of the fairys and i'm pretty happy with it. but yeah i'm going to annahs saturday and showing stephen denny and annah how to dance. i have a test tommorow and i have to stay after tommorow until 5:30. kinda sucks but dennys comeing to get me ( Read more... )