i always feel so much better on sundays.

where i can BLEED in the back pew of the church

and know HE is watching.

o m god sarahs car is the shit... two seated love

i wish i could have a car that was that PHAT...

ill never get anything want... im going to go cut myself and releive some tension sion sion

ps. work today was so stressful..my boss saw my wounds
now im wounded..
next time remind me to wear bandages... ::siiigh::
sianora,haters.

<3 cal <3

..siiiigh..

i just got back from work. it was so hard to get through each minute. i just looked out at all the sinners, eating and not even realizing that any minute Jesus could be coming back. it made me sick. i almost cut myself in the back of the restraunt with a butcher knife, but i held myself back. i gripped my crucifix and prayed to Jesus to take ( Read more... )

i cut myself

alot today...

i wish today i could go to church

and confess
blah.