This is a test of my computer fixing ablitys.

If you see this, then I heather barber am the fucking smartest person on the face of this earth.

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There are so many things I have to do today. Dishes, Clean up, Shower, Laundry ( Read more... )

Jens going away for the weekend, and Kris is finally home. So Im gonna be here all by myself.

PARTAH!!!

Lets see nothings been going on.

Guess Ill update again when I have something intresting to talk about.

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So Kris almost got me arrested today. 
We got up to drive [2 hours] to Bath ME, where his friend lives.

Kris thought his friend was 16, turns out, hes only 15. His step mother called the cops and we had to stay there and talk with them. It was fucking crazy. We are so lucky they didnt arrest us.

Everything else is good. 

YOU KNOW WHAT. I CAN HEAR YOU, YOUR NOT IN LIKE THE NEXT TOWN OVER. 
Your in the next room. and you talk LOUDLY.

Shut the fuck up.

Do not talk to your fucking little fuck buddies about me.  They do not need to know every detail about my life. 
I've only met Garret one time for like 5 seconds.

Bitch.

Okay, I know every now and then I say this and we all know Im kidding. But for real

I HATE MEN.

seriously.

I was talking to Kris about my past "encounters" and everyone of them has fucked with my feelings.
and the funny thing is, Jay never has. Hes always been upfront with me about things. 
Maybe I should try dating him?
If he still wants to do that.
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I wish I could just get away from here.

I want to just get up and move far away. Like to Cali.

Of course, my problems would just follow me there.

Sometimes I just wish the sun would blow up now. So we didnt have to deal with anything. 

You calling me up when you had a problem. Even at 3 in the morning.

Curled up in bed, talking about everything.

Going to the mall, for 5 hours, with no money.

Taking pictures of us "doing things" so we can send them to boys.

Making fun of the stupid noises my brother makes.

But mostly, I just miss talking.

Jens out with Lindsey, Garry, Nick, and Justin.
And Im at her house by my self.
Okay so I did tell her to go.

But I didnt think she would.

I really wish Garry didnt hate me anymore. 

that im a loser.