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Close my eyes and move to the back of my mind
The worries are washed out to sea
See the changes, people's faces blurred out
Like sunspots or raindrops

Now all those feelings,
Those yesterdays feelings will all be lost in time
But today I’ve wasted away for today is on my mind

Left the only worries I had in my hands
Away from the light in my eyes
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I was feeling okay
Until seeing so many people hurting
How am I supposed to be a youth care worker
When I get sad when such beautiful people are in so much pain?
This includes certain people on SH and many people I know personally
Liz, Kathleen, and Heather made my heart break when they were crying yesterday
I would not let them see my tears
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Who would notice really?
Why do they care? Are they just pretending?
I know they will just leave anyhow...
Like everyone does...
If I did myself in now..
I could save myself a lot of hurt..

Right?

She died. So quick. So sudden. Too sudden. I'm in tears, but I mostly wish there was something I could do for them... anything. Liz, Heather, if you read this, please let me know you're okay...

R.I.P. to a great lady and mother to three wonderful daughters <3

:(

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In tears again. And I thought I could last a few hours. Fuck people. Fuck life. I want no part of it anymore.

No one will notice...