I'm just taking a study break because I've done so much reading of textbooks in the last three days I am ready to go insane and rip out my hair!!! I am so restless right now, have the biggest headache, and simply do NOT want to do any more reading of Philosophy OR Sociology!!! But I don't really have a choice if I want to do well on these midterms ( Read more... )

I am so fucking stressed out I am ready to rip out my hair. So for Philosophy, midterm is Monday for sure. But Sociology I have no clue. Our old outline says that our midterm is Monday, however, we've missed two classes because of the strike, and now we missed today's class because my prof had a family emergency and ran out of the room frantically ( Read more... )

Today, after I bought my U2 tickets =) me and Emily went to Mane Frame and got our bikini lines waxed. That kinda hurt when she first ripped it off, but not at all afterwards and apart from the minor irritation it is soo smooth! Yay! Kinda weird having a stranger poking down there though, even though she doesn't see anything except inner thighs. ( Read more... )

I GOT U2 TICKETS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Omg Sue was absolutely AWESOME last night!! She was *so* funny, and she kept doing all these hand motions. And for those of you who know what I'm talking about, she also took out her "pleasure chest" lol and showed us exactly what sex toys were good and bad. There was over a thousand people crammed into the commons block we were all sitting on the ( Read more... )

I've been at school all day today, and doing homework the few hours I wasn't in school. Same with Monday. And yesterday. I'm really stressed out. I've been working my ass off trying to get A's so I can get into Uvic for sure. And they still haven't updated my files to say whether or not they've received my transcript or not. It's quite irritating. ( Read more... )

I would really like some fucking sharp blades right now.

Me and Kale are through. Officially. I've had it with his putting words in my mouth, his name-calling, his hanging up on me. I've had it with being treated like shit. I'm done. I'm better off alone, honestly. Fuck I'm such a fucking waste of space anyways. Yesterday since school was cancelled I was going to study, but instead I cleaned my entire ( Read more... )

Went to the doctor's today, got more happy pills (Wellbutrin, the only reason I'm alive at the moment). Spent Friday night with Kale and Saturday night at UBC with Em. It was fun I guess. I'm just all depressed and lonely and invisible and blah. Seriously I'm not even interesting enough today to write more than like two sentences in this thing. I' ( Read more... )

Well me and Kale kinda sorted things out and we're on speaking terms and are being decent to each other. I still don't know how he really feels deep down but oh well. I just don't seem to believe him when he says he cares about me. I hardly believe anyone anymore. I feel so invisible, I literally spend my days alone in my room or at my computer, ( Read more... )