I'm going to quit college and join the circus ( Read more... )

It's not like I even get to make decisions anyways.

I am too lazy to edit the word "too" at the end of that last entry.

My brain is on overload and I wish I could see myself the way others see me. Things are changing here, and I just don't know anymore.

I still just want to be revolutionary.
I want to reach my potential and I need to stop second guessing myself.

twenty.
minus three.

five.
three.

four.
two.

I don't know what to say here anymore.
This is hard. Being twenty is hard.
Friendships are hard work.

I want to be my age.

School is obnoxious.
Useless. Exams. Hard. Multiple Choice.
Courier New.

Distractions. So many distractions.

The headband.

I apoligize for talking in code.

Revolutionary.
That's all I want.

and, ( Read more... )

Syracuse makes me happy ( Read more... )

No real Christmas because of ice.
Driving anxiety.

Room rearranging.
Found fortune "Chill while you can, a big project is coming your way." under my desk.
If only that strip of paper knew.

noodle kugel.

I'm full of fleeting ambition.

I have such high hopes for this winter break because I am not going to be home like this for another year ( Read more... )

No regrets, that's all I've ever wanted.

...me, Sorority President.
who knew?

Lucky for you all the elusive posts about my lofty aspirations will come to an end.

My dad raised me to believe that I could do anything I put my mind to.
Anything.
And to be honest, it's served me right thus far.
I've been scared before. I've been intimidate before. But I've always taken a deep breath, and jumped right in.
The only way out is through. - Robert Frost
You never know what you can and can't do until you give it a try - ( Read more... )