i worry that i need something more serious in my life. or solid at least. stability. deep. i worry more than i think i do and i get confused. and i never know what i want.
today was actually rather awful. happy new year and all. i just feel very unmotivated and tired and useless. hopefully the concert tonight will cheer me up.
on christmas eve we had mcdonalds for dinner. it was surprisingly crowded there.
i do like christmas. and hannukah. (god i'm a jew.) i dont really like holidays like a lot but i find it better to get excited about them than act all snobby and be bored.