There's nothing to do. I bought Bettleguese(juice) last night. I love that movie. My favorite part is when Lidia says her whole life is one big dark room. I have to figure out who said it first-Davey Havok (AFI) or that chick. Hopefully it was written by the musician and not a movie writer...

Finally, my journal is back to normal! Whew! It took me a couple of days, but now I know what to do if it happens again. Today is my last day of vacation. How exciting. Robert and I are on the verge of breaking up, he hasn't proved anything to me. Six years and I still can't get any respect from his ass. I don't know what to do about it. I feel so ( Read more... )

I had fun while I was in Georgia for two nights. It was a thee hour drive from where I live. We (my mom, step-dad, and Robert) stayed in a Days Inn on Jekyl Island (ocean front view-gorgeous), near Brunswick, where my father is burried. The interesting thing is he died 2 months before I was born and my mother hasn't been back since the funeral in ( Read more... )

I did it! It wasn't as bad as people want you to think. If I could figure out how to put the picture of my tattoo on here, I will. Well... I'm leaving for georgia today @ 4:00. How exciting. I don't want to stay too long, only one night. Well, I'll letcha know how it went. Later!

I can't wait to get my tattoo!!!!!! I'm soooo tired, I've been up since six-o-clock doing absolutely nothing. I wish I could go back to sleep, but why waste the day? I wish I could be in school with Alyssa. Why weren't we twins god dammit. I can hear my grandmother's voice outside, it would be creepier if she was dead. I am worried about her. She ( Read more... )

How special right? Yeah, if I was Rainbow Bright! But no plans for today, saving them for my tattoo tomorrow. I don't even have money to "take myself out" to eat. So I have to make it good I guess. The suprise is over, it's not fun anymore.

Well, I am officially on vacation from work for a week!! Yay. I'm getting my first tattoo Thursday. It is going to be a kabbalah YHVH-the name for God in hebrew, starting from my lower neck down, simple yet complex. Recently I bought a tiny faerie tarot deck and the book The Katurran Odessey. I have the Faerie's Oracle and Good Faeries/Bad Faeries ( Read more... )

Lately I've been working too much. I've lost my inspiration to live, go out and be a part of society. I have no true friends. I want to become something someday, instead of just a work-a-holic. I know I'm not the only one that feels this way and I don't want sympathy, just an adjustment. I love to have fun. I love to hang out. But I haven't in a ( Read more... )

I hate Christmas. I never know what to get people. I don't want anything. It's just another day to me, just filled with more greed. If I could eliminate the presents it would be enjoyable. Like celebrating Yule. Oh well, I'm still happy. I hope you are too.

I'm trying to find my center through art. I love meditation and being earthy. There are so many things I love... now one more, my journal!