you only liked her cause she try'd so hard for everyone to like her. she did everything she could for you and everyone else to like her. no one likes the real me. but i need to be true to myself no matter who likes me.
well, brooksie, just found out whats going on. FUCK WINCHESTER, and the people here.it seems i may go back to san diego with my bro.maybe it'll help. it never seemed like a problem before. we need to get out of this shit im glad you're done with everything, you have too much going for you to fuck it up with this stupid shit.
thanks for all the hippie times with you and kiley, even the depressing heartfelt ones we had. :) and im pretty sure you had to watch/put up with me when i was doing stuff. god this is gonna be so fucking hard. but it's better for you. you're not gonna be around the "nazi"junkie,alchie.
Change is still change no matter what you say you want to change other things follow your judgement and decisions. I guess we'll see as time goes on. Lets hope your right and it is only on your "outlook".
well....i can say i know how you feel...i guess its really sad how everything is changing because it was perfect for a while and it makes me wish we could go back in time. i think we all have changed in some way and now its getting to us. its extremly sad you know...i hope im included in your new life, read my posts from bosnia so you know how thats going because even though alot of shit has happened i will always love you. i have had glimpses of the real brookes(had to spell it my way lol)and i love every part of who you really are, now that we are all growing up and realizing who we need to be and being true to ourselves, we can realize we all belong together in the end. how else would it make since that we feel at home together when we are all being honest and happy witth each other? its there, we just have to be true. i miss the old group, before stupid shit made us fall apart. theres a show tonight i was going to see if you wanted to go with me but theres no way for me to get ahold of you so i guess ill call u later tonight.
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Well lucy it was pretty shity of you to take back the dress, but its ok. im not one to hold grudges. i would love to go to the show but i have to babysit untill 7:20.
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she did everything she could for you and everyone else to like her.
no one likes the real me.
but i need to be true to myself no matter who likes me.
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im glad you're done with everything, you have too much going for you to fuck it up with this stupid shit.
thanks for all the hippie times with you and kiley, even the depressing heartfelt ones we had. :) and im pretty sure you had to watch/put up with me when i was doing stuff. god this is gonna be so fucking hard. but it's better for you. you're not gonna be around the "nazi"junkie,alchie.
FUCK FUCK FUCK why is shit falling apart?
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The old Brooks was my best friend.
Im not so sure how this new one is going to work out if it means that you are changing...
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did i change much?
i meant mostly that ill have a different outlook on things.
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but its ok. im not one to hold grudges.
i would love to go to the show but i have to babysit untill 7:20.
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