I have recently discoverd that I am too nice of a person. I try to help everyone, I try to make everyone happy and for what?? To get myself hurt, to be slapped in the face, to be disrespected, to be pushed and pushed until my breaking point. Time to start living life for myself. Time to only worry about Brian and I. Time to forget how everyone ( Read more... )

I started painting in my room today. I think the paint Brian and I picked out is going to be great. I realized today that it is very VERY easy to lose trust in someone and very VERY hard to get it back. Dont get me wrong, I want to trust everyone, but there are just some people that I can not trust, well, at least not at the moment. Im sorry, I ( Read more... )

I feel really bad for my brother Tim right now. His so called girlfriend up and left him for no apparent reason. Its like she just needed a place for her and her kids to stay or something and a babysitter so she could go to a concert. I dont want to judge people here but come on now....I kinda had a feeling that it would end up like this between ( Read more... )

Well I guess life is going as well as it could be. Brian and I had our first big fight. I mean, we've had little spats but this one was the king of fights I guess. All in all I guess we're doing pretty damn good for being together for 3 years and having our first fight just now. Its GREAT compared to the fighting that went on everyday ever hour ( Read more... )

Things at work have been good I guess lol. Theres always people who you dont REALLY like but hey, at least we can all get along somewhat. I get my frist big check tomorrow, I cant wait ( Read more... )

Well things are still looking up for Brian and I. Im so happy that nothing bad has happend yet lol. I am getting ready to leave for work here in about a half hour but I just thought id do a quick update.

Well Ive been working at my new job now for the last 7 days, its been great. I got my first pay check already it was for 18 hrs. It was 182.00 b4 taxes. Thats so sweet! My next check will be for 80 hrs or so ( I get paid bi weekly) and it will be somewhere between 650.00 and 700.00 depending on how much they take out for taxes. I can live with ( Read more... )

Tomorrow is my first full day of work. Im really excited. I think that things are finally going to get better for Brian and I. We have been through so much in the last month and a half its really crazy. We went from worrying about where our money was going to come from and how I was going to pay off the bills that I ran up b4 the move to having ( Read more... )

I got a new job. I started today. It pays ten bucks an hr and I get ins after 90 days. I work 40.5 hours a week on average and sometimes it'll be more than that. Im excited. Its a bit of a drive but hey, I can handle it. Well sorry this is so short, Im beat tonight so its off to bed for me.