you know sometimes i really feel like you need to follow your heart no matter what the consequences are and no matter how much you think in the end it wont work out. Sometimes its just now or never. There isnt always second chances and timeouts ( Read more... )

yeah...this is the guy i fell in love with.

"Thinking of him is like breathing...it's what you do. You love him everyday as naturally as your heartbeats. And your family and your friends are ready to send you to the loony bin because either they've stopped believing in love or they forgot what it's like...they don't believe in it, or maybe they don't believe that you're in it. But you do. ( Read more... )

ya know i just might make it. We have alot of fun together. we really do. We dont fight nemore, we just laugh. I like playing golf with you and driving golf karts. and i like it when you make fun of me for missing the ball. It all adds up and it makes me happy. thats all i need... a smile.

so i guess this is the way its gonna be for a while. back and forth.
at times ill get upset and want more... at times ill be happy about it.
not much i can do. whateverrr <3
im relaxing this weekend.

here we go with this bipolar shit again.

well my parents have been out of town since tuesday and things have been great. i mean, i love my parents to death and i miss them like crazy, but i guess its always nice to have some sort of freedom ( Read more... )

im so tired of everything ( Read more... )

its wierd how were not even together and your family still always asks me to be a part of your family activities. not that i mind, its just a little strange at times.
going over to daves tonight for his brothers birthday. sort of a family gathering or whatever.
who knows, should be fun <3

i hate being put in this position ( Read more... )