i just want to be back with him right now, cuddling on a couch or just holding his hand or something...today sucks and i just want to go to sleep. i dont know what brought on this sudden sadness that i have but its sucking. theres only a little over a month left, but im worried and stuff. i hope it doesnt snow while im driving. i hope i dont get ( Read more... )

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i am so fucking excited for december now ( Read more... )

So im sitting at home...not very exciting. both of the people i was going to hang out tonight went to shows. and well..that leaves me sitting at home again. iits not very fun either.  i need to find another job so im not fucking poor when christmas rolls around...which i think ill still be broke because i have to save to move out and stuff.  but i ( Read more... )

my weekend :

friday: went to a show with 20 bands and 3 stages with amanda all the way in Blue fucking Springs. it started at 5 and didnt end until 12...i had a lot of fun and saw some of my friends (josh, caleb, dustinn, mandy, whitney) and met others (wes, tommy). i saw a bunch of "myspacers" and tommy saw me but never said hi really. landon ( Read more... )

Happy birthday Michelle and Alyse !!!

ps. i miss you guys :)

me. still insecure. this seems to happen a lot over time. i know i shouldnt be feeling this way at all, because honestly i know the answer to all my insecurities is to just forget about it, and not bother to care. but i still do. thats what i get for being seventeen and in love. at least im not taking it forgranted. because if i was i wouldnt be so ( Read more... )

FIRSTS
1. First best friend: carly
2. First love: Kelly (in love love)
3. First real kiss: jarret.
4. First screen name: flyfoxbmxer <----lame ( Read more... )

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: ashley nicole <3 ( Read more... )

i hate being seventeen and insecure.
story of my life though.
too young. too far away.
or just plain not good enough.

....well im not. not too young..not too far away...
and i like to think i AM good enough :)
just different. not like you are used to....
<3. love for him...so happy hes mine <3