well warped milwaukie was effin awesome, i had a great "weekend" even though it was on a monday and tuesday, i met some really cool people and made a few friends in a band called "bleed the dream" and there music is actually pretty kick ass, the only thing that sucked was that i didnt get my bag online adventures second stage turbine blade comic ( ( Read more... )

and all it takes is one drunken voice mail to make me happy

and im sorry it took me so long to figure out where i wanted to be and now with new decisions and hopeful plans ill get there, its been a while since i posted but heres a quick update still no (good) job no real girl in my life, and not a lot of perspective either, but i am working out i lost 10 lbs and gained muscle tone so yeah, oh yeah and my ( Read more... )

well spiderman 2 was alittle disapointing dont get me wrong its still amazing because its spiderman but to many diffrences from comic to movie, oh yeah and the ending ugh, on the other hand all my fucking muscles hurt so bad right now damn working out damn keeping promises to myself damn future well since i havent had the greatest of help on this ( Read more... )

today feels like the start of a second chance for me but will i take it(duh duh duh)....... tune in next time

so i was wrong and you were right, the words you searched for all this night, you pressed your luck to try and win with complex arguments you did begin, a war of timely dissolution with mal-contempt for this your illusion, and i would change my world in a minute only to know that your not in it, go ahead and take a seat also remember to rest your ( Read more... )

so it seems as if the same regurgitated sayings and promises are being told through our little live journal community, hey if people really need to keep telling themselves certain things to keep them going then oh well i guess, it can just be redundant and oh how do i know what that is, i have done that many a time, but in general it seems as if ( Read more... )

just as everything is going my way just as it starts to happen just as i become happy is when your supposed to wake up and the dream is over, but in my dreams i wake up right as they say no or it cant be or happen or i lose

well its monday and that blink show was last night and i didnt go, so that means that i did not find her , oh well, i was looking that hard anyways, maybe she'll show up again this summer, but for now im just taking a break from "trying" how am i gonna make someone happy if im not happy myself, and if "fate" does intervene again i am definatly not ( Read more... )

once again fate slaps me in the face because for some reason i get scared when a nice attractive girl talks to me and possibly offers quit a deal to me, god why do i do this to myself i need to get this shit together , this WAS the last time it will happen

p.s. if any one knows "ashley" who works at culvers in portage please let me know