this is really fustrating... i dunno what the fuck 2 do... theres way 2 much to figure out.... but at this point it really doesn't matter... my hearts already been broken all i have 2 do now is figure out who can fix it ...

oh boy... i dunno wuts been going on latly everythings been getting a little better hung out with andrew and ricky yesterday that was ... an "adventure" haha lol i'd hang out with them again they are pretty cool kids ha lol... meetin ppl up here and havin fun.. yet it doesnt make everything better but since some one doesnt seem 2 care about me ne ( Read more... )

today was ... different haha lol

ha i think its about time 2 let go of the past because the new is busting at the seams

wow... things might actually be turing around 4 once in my life wut was a shitty beyond shitty day actually eneded kinda good... well ya im not gunna get 2 excited about this yet... but i'll just have 2 see wut happens

this has been THE worst fuckin day of my life... at least abby is here....

Its hard 2 get over sumthing that u had 2 go threw so much to keep alive....

u never know what u have until its gone... i always knew but just abused it... no wonder im being punished now....

Hes my Romeo,
hes my Tony,
I'm his Juliet,
i'm his Maria....
torn apart not by themselfs but by others ...
a sad sad reality that i'm living in this present day.....

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Never regret anything that once made you smile

( Words that hurt )

iM sTaRiNg aT yOuR pHoToGrApHs
ReMeMbErInG eAcH mOmEnT yOu mAdE mE LaUgH
i NeVeR tHoUgHt tHiS wOuLd eNd ThIs WaY
ThAt iD sTiLL bE mISSiNg YoU
*..tO tHiS vErY dAy..*


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