i swear i dunno if i feel extra crappy just cuz im sick or wut becuz i never stay this sad 4 this long its drivin me nuts i hate it... i swear i hate it when im alone cuz all i think about is howw much i screwed up and i remember all the good times then the bad times and all i can do is cry... i wish i could do what he did and find someone new and ( Read more... )

I'm sorry he had 2 go threw everything that i caused if i had just not made those bad choices we'd prob still be 2gether... its all my fault.... i miss what we had... i'll just keep on crying until i cant cry any more i dont need any sympathy i just need 2 let it all out so i can try 2 be happy again which is going to close to impossiable... i do ( Read more... )

Remembering ( Read more... )

i have to go to the doctor 2morrow.. which sux... i just wish i was healthy i hate living feeling like this

i'm in sooooo much pain right now it feels like an elephant is sitting on my rib cage :'(

Poems From the Heart ( Read more... )

finally got a new computer after like 4 ever..... alots been happening... sum good sum bad... mostly bad... i'm really sick i have somthing wrong with my liver and im living in st. augustine now... fezz and i broke up... :'( but hey it cant get any worse then this....

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WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ( Read more... )

i'm still alive....