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[xdevilishdorkx]

i have decided today what i may of thought was just anger has really turned inro hate. i cant stand the person i have to deal with right now. its not the person i knew and loved. im done trying i gave a second chance... and as always it was fucked up... now i am done... i cant stand that i feel like i am the one who is wrong. i have all the reason

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[burninluvbug]

im sorry megs.... i wish there was something i can do.... but i know in this situation there is nothing anybody can do to make things better.... beleive me there are times when i hated greg so much that i wished i could cut him out of my life... i know that it doesn't compare to what is going on with steve but i know im the closest to understanding being that we're the ones with kids lol... but i really wish u weren't hurting like u are... or, being as angry as u are... i hate to see u going through this and i wish there was something i could do

[xdevilishdorkx]

well i did speak to him on the phone twice that day after i left him grandmas pissed off to no end. he said he would try harder but it didnt really matter too much. i told him just be a good father. he said what about us and i told him there is no us. when he asked why i said because he was dumb as shit and an asshole... and he never bothered to ask if i was okay. he said he assumed it was all forgotten cause i didnt ever bring it up again. so after a pretty long convo i hung up and he called a little later and asked if i was okay... i told him no. he asked why... and i said because he is an selfish asshole. he asked what my porblem was and i told him that it was him... and other then that... we really havnt talked much at all... & truthfully until he grows the fuck up and straightens his ass out... i have no intrest in him what so ever...