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[xdevilishdorkx]

i dunno what to say about my life except that it is very confusing. often makes no flippin sence. normally has definite no's that then turn into maybes that then turn into yes's and circlate with that for a good long time. i dunno. i always dont know if i should stay put, move, feel bad, feel angry, be happy, get jealous i dunno... and its like

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[organizmic]

maybe you need to just deal with what you're really feeling? like you said you don't know what to feel... so maybe you're feeling all of those things but you're not accepting it and it all keeps piling up?

[xdevilishdorkx]

i know what i am really feeling and it is all of the above... i just cant decide what do with what i have open to me and what i dont. im stubborn and well i wouldnt say confused about how i feel if that came off that way... just unsure what i should do next. i accept things the way they are... and its not that things are piling up... it just happens to be the way things are. that cause all the different feelings... and tend to make me change my mind as much as i do.