so i have been thinking again and here is some of what i have been thinking about. what else is knew. i think to much, and never take any action on it. nothing ever makes up for the lies really i have realized. nothing ever makes up for things that should have been said or done. nothing ever makes me completely happy. its almost like a physical and ( Read more... )

as of late my life has been opne huge rollarcoaster. mostly highs with a few lows but when i hit a low man does my mood get bad fast and stays only for a while but its bad for the while its there. i have been getting along great with steve. im not really more accepting of ally but im trying to be. steve's car broke... well the cap to his engine ( Read more... )

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You scored as Violent. You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's what people are for.

Hot
75%
Violent
75%
Wet
69%
Soft
63%
Sweet
50%
Exciting
38%
Awkward
38%
Shy
31%
What is your sexual style?
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so i'd say i havnt been living a completely honest life as of late. i have been many aspects but not in all. i think in fact i know i have been keping a lot hidden from everyone. some cause im forced to, and some cause i dont want people to know. i wouldnt say i have been sensitive to the fact the things that have been going on or lack of me ( Read more... )

I WOULD HAVE SECLUDED THIS TO JUST FRIENDS BUT I FIGGURED IF SOMEONE ELSE READ IT IT WOULDNT BE SO BAD ( Read more... )

so this weekend lets see what did i do. mmm... on saturday i went to the mall with my son aj. then i gave aj to steve so he could take him out with ally. ulgh a neccessary evil i guess u could say. anyways after that steve went to a party with me. or should i say gathering my god, my friends really need to learn the difference between party and ( Read more... )

party tonight
conert to see joss stone tomorrow....
areosmith octobe 30th o the next 30 some odd days r seeming kewler and kewler... and i think i am gonna start going to a lotta concerts again :P

so lets see my life as of late has been good and bad. as per ussual. lets talk about the bad first cause to me bad things just are always more entertaining to read and provoke more feeling from me anywho ( Read more... )

Have you changed this summer 2005?:  i think i have changed a lot back into the person i used to be. some of the changes have been good and some have been bad. i'd say my self-esteem has definetly gone up and im much happier then i was the months before summer time.

Spent the night with someone?: actually yes... and it was nice even though it was ( Read more... )