so im feeling pretty good. im starting to have a lot of confidence in myself again. i know im still heavy and i would like to be thiner but i have lossed 23 pounds and over all am pretty happy. i think a lot of people have noticed a change in me confidence wise. and i think its good. when i have my bad days they are pretty bad, but nothing like ( Read more... )

im feeling much better today. still not happy but much better. yesterday i had a good day for the most part. kind of a hard day at the same time in knowing what was going to be happening later, but i was okay. yesterday had a lot of laughs and a lot of hard things throughout it. i dont think i have ever had sucha hard time in that way before. it ( Read more... )

everyone together with me just  scream. see now does'nt that just a lot  feel better... lol  *shakes head*

so i have been exercising so hard for the last two days on this ski machine running simulation thing that its hard to walk without sneakers on... however my calves are already like rocks from just two days of it. i run on it non-stopped for 30 minutes... i have been on my diet since monday and have not broken it. but i can see that my mom is ( Read more... )

so i had a great weekend. lots of fun. on friday i really didnt do anything but on saturday what started out as a bad night because we were having oil problems again turned into a great night. in went with toni and scottie and ricky to fun central. me and toni played ski ball while the guys played in the batting cages. then me and toni went outside ( Read more... )

sometimes my dissapiontment in steve is so bad... today i gave him a look that i swear he would have droped dead if he could have. he finally came to grandmas like 3 hours after he said he would be there... so again im a jerk... and then he comes for an hour and then says he is gonna leave. well apparantly i made him feel bad enough that he came ( Read more... )

so my week last week wasnt so bad i guess. i have been looking into a daycare for aj. i think i am gonna be sending him to one come september or maybe even sooner then that. i think it will do him some good and maybe save me some money also in the long run.
anyways on saturday i went out with scottie and toni and ricky and we went to go see war of ( Read more... )

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mmm... lets see last night i went to reicky's house again with everyone the normal group and we played cards. i had fun cept for having to deal with some "things" and/or "people" at times throughout the eveinging lol scottie and toni know what im talking bout. mmm... then i woke incrediably late and was supposed to meet steve at his grandmas by 11: ( Read more... )