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Hallucination
I'm held in this illusion,
Am I alive or am I dead?
Everything's spinning way too fast,
Dementia fills my head.
Your light was so amazing,
So blinding to my sight.
But your love's so confusing,
I still can't get you right.
You opened me up, then closed yourself,
Your eyes are so unclear.
Don't say a word, just hold me close,
Remind me you are here.
Don't wake me when I'm sleeping,
Don't say this is a dream.
Don't tell me you love me when you don't
Just be what you seem.
I dry my tears, I hope, I dream.
For a miracle to come through,
Make me drunk off your love,
Death couldn't matter if I'm with you.
Angels
I'm trapped these walls are closing in
Despair is kissing my lips again
Here I am, still praying for the end
This is my final sin
Saturday, it couldn't seem darker
Sunday, nothing filled the void
Monday came and nothing changed
So I changed it myself
Watched the blood drain from my veins
As many tears as stars in the sky
We all join the angels in the the end
So why can't my time be now?
Tuesday arrived with more crying
Wednesday, you can't save me now
Thursday, see why trying isnt worth it?
Realize why I never tried?
I'm sorry Mom, this wasn't your fault
Tell Dad I love him, and not to cry.
I'm sorry it had to be this way
Understand, it was my time.
Friday only meant failed attempts
I let go, I'm sorry I wasn't strong
Saturday I saw the light
I came to see the angels again.
Bleh....