Arggg sometimes Ben really dissapoints me. He failed the drug test at Kenosha Beef so now he is out of a job. I dont understand him sometimes. If he would have just not smoked this weekend and drank lots of water he would have passed then we would have money to buy lots of it. But no he couldnt control himself. I guess I really cant get mad, but I ( Read more... )

Bens sleeping AGAIN. Im starting to think he does this on purpose. He is always awake when I am sleeping and always asleep when I am awake. Its begining to get kind of annoying. We were supposed to watch The Usual Suspects, but no he sleeping. Eh... Well the good thing is he did get a job. He is working at Kenosha Beef and gets paid 7.50 an hour. ( Read more... )

So I start school on Valentines Day. It should be fun. I am worried about going back to school, its been two years I dont think I really know how to study anymore. I hope I do well, I really dont want to waste 300 dollars if I fail. I passed my reading test today so I should get the acceptence letter in the mail in like two to three days. I am ( Read more... )

Went out and traded some games for some pimp as N64 games. We got Star Fox, Goldeneye, Concurs Bad Fur Day, Star Wars Pod Racer, and Pilate Wings. Then I go to my moms house and all my books from the literary guild came in. I got the rest of the Series of Unfortunate Events books, got my Best Photographers of Time Life Magazine, my Mythic Tarot ( Read more... )

I dont think that I will ever be able to drive again. I cant stop having dreams that I am in a car accident and I kill someone close to me or I die. Its awful. I cant sleep, I cant be in the car during rush hour, or really at any busy time for that matter. I just freak. I dont want to be like this, but I cant help it. And I cant tell anyone about ( Read more... )

I love my Ben. Last night he told me when his taxes come in he will pay for me to go to the CNA course at Gateway. YAY! He is the best. Except he has this obssesion with playing with my boobs, which is really annoying because I hate them... Lol. I find I enjoy spending time with my mom more now that I am moved out, I can only hope it turns out that ( Read more... )

Why is it those who need jobs can never seem to find them, and those who are only looking for a job because they are BORED seem to get every fucking job that comes along. I hate the world sometimes.....

Ben is sleeping yet again.... So I am here yet again ( Read more... )

Well HELLLOOO ( Read more... )

For 5,000 years cannabis sativa, or better know as "pot", has been circulating throughout the world. Yet people today still know little to nothing about its effects on the human body. Close minded people think of marijhuana as an addictive gateway drug that kills millions around the country every year. Though statistics show that not one death of a ( Read more... )