saddened

[xdingo76x]

for the past few days/week i've been getting a feeling of sadness creep up on me. been trying to figure out what it was and today i think i finally got it. i had told my mom that i wouldnt be able to come home for thanksgiving, and even possibly christmas because i was trying to not use my vacation time since i had so many trips in the beginning

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[livydee]

hey dingo...looks a though many of us can relate to you. i hope you enjoyed your thanksgiving.

[leenoree]

i know what you are going through. i only get to see my nephews twice a year if i am lucky. the older one is old enough to understand how far i live and it is not possible to see them more often. the younger one, of course, doesn't. i think it was around this time last year my ate called me and told me what my younger nephew said..."where's uncle allan and that girl?" man...this broke my heart. my own nephew doens't know who i am. this taught me to just treasure all the moments i have with him and constantly talk to him. you can only keep your head up and someday they will understand why we couldn't be there for them when they were growing up. home is definately where the heart is. just know that your godkids are proud of you even though they don't understand why you had to move far away. and that they will always have you in their heart. sorry for the novel d. this hit close