another twist in my heart

[xdingo76x]

so i've been thinking alot about what has happened to me recently. especially when it comes to matters of the heart. its just so humorous sometimes that i dont even know which way to take it anymore. god really does have an odd sense of humor. the reason i say this is because of a story that my grandmother decided to tell me this weekend. the

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[mtnsurfer]

let the chips fall where they may. wow, that's pretty trippy man.

[xdingo76x]

thats all i can do right? too bad pushing all in is the wrong decision since it wouldnt be the right move(physically and figuratively)

[mtnsurfer]

yeah, i learned that when you're dealing with emotions, it's difficult to refrain from pushing hard. we're naturally inclined to pursue.

as hard as it is to let go, we all have to. but it's not necessarily a bad thing to keep one foot in the door, right?

[xdingo76x]

i've been trying to let go, but like i've said, something keeps drawing me back. i'm sure only time will tell...

[leenoree]

why do you have to let go? there is nothing wrong with "letting in" as long as you are prepared for the outcome and accepts antyhing that happens. i know it is hard to grasp what the future can hold and not hold at this exact moment in time. but don't give up. don't tarnish what's in the "now" just because you are unsure of the future. i am a true believer in signs and how things come full circle. so sorry if i am not helping but don't give up on this girl yet. even though you do not live near each other...even on the same continent at that...don't let it be the sole reason. yeah it's a big problem but you will find a way to work around it if you REALLY want to be together. and if it doesn't...then you can say at least you tried. i know long distance relationships don't work unless eventually both of you end up in the same place/area. but at least you can say you tried. and as i always say..."the only things you'll ever regret are the risks you never take