Story from a real girl. DIRU CH.01.
Title: Story from a real girl.
Chapter:1/?
Pairings:?
Writer: Okay, so, I was thinking,...maybe it would be a challenge to write Shinya and Toshiya as actual girls, going through girl troubles. Just for fun and interest I want to see how this goes. So, read the troubles of the 2 Jrock females!
Every girl wants Mr-right, you’ll see girls in the streets with their friends, pointing at guys then whispering amongst themselves, it was the natural; Perv moment. Not because they were desperate, they were on the look out, there’s nothing wrong with that, right? Well, I’m not so sure but if you’re judging the guy by looks then where does personality come into the picture? Pretty face, blank opinions. I’ve had my share of guys and yet again, I’m single, not because I’m horrible or pessimistic, when I was younger I used to go for pretty looking boys, to show off in front of my friends or basically to feel good about myself. Now that I’ve matured over these years, I know what sort of man I actually want and I keep finding myself lowering my standards from when I was 15. I keep thinking back to that time, was I really into that guy? I’ll see my ex-partners everywhere in the town and I can’t help but cringe, mentally slapping myself. It’s all a phase we go through but even some of my friends are still stuck in that sort of dream-phase.
My ex-best friend; Yoshi and I had the greatest of laughs together in our teen hood, Shopping, going to discos, all sorts! We loved being with each-other and even we went through the boy phase but sadly, Yoshi stayed in it. Poor Yoshi found a boy she adored at the age of 15, in the untraditional way, she asked him out first and they’ve been together ever since, even though he treats her badly but I think that’s because she took the initiative to step in first, letting him know that she will do anything for him, and she does. It makes me sick because of the lack of respect a man can have for a woman, a young one too, especially when he’s older you’d think he’d have a little wit. Almost three years on and her life still revolves around him and I was pushed out. Don’t get me wrong, I’m happy for her but I also feel bad for her, maybe in a way I feel as if she’s wasted her teen love-hood on one guy who could wreck her life. Is that wrong or just me?
We then have my newest but old female bestie; Toshiya. Let me explain how Toshiya goes about Boys…. She’s an interesting girl, basically she’s nuts, as in boy crazy. Toshiya never has luck with boys, but she meets plenty of them because she’s so open, loud and ambitious but is constantly stuck in the friend zone. This upsets me because I’m so close to her and I can’t do anything about it. Then again, if I was a good friend I would set her up with someone, right? No! Absolutely not! You can not force two people together and hope for the best, that’s desperation and just wrong. Not only could you be hurting your friends but also could be stealing someone’s future mate. You never know who actually likes you and that amazes me, there could be guys walking past you, giving you a little smirk and you’d have no clue! The male and female chemistry is dumbfounding. I’d love to know who’s walked past me and I’ve tickled their fancy, just for the giggle.
Strangely and luckily my best friend is a boy, Kyo. We never had any real attraction to each other but we enjoyed the exact same things. Heck, we even annoy each other and flirt as a joke but there’s no true feelings behind anything we do, or so I hope. Some people would think of this as luck for me, getting in with the boys and such but it’s really more of a hassle to be honest. Let me go through my life at the age of 18 years old in this world with my closest friends and what we/I do.
----Saturday, July 16th
Today is the day Kyo is getting his tattoo, I haven’t had a text from him all morning and it sort of worries me, we always text enchanter every morning, every day to wake one another up, more him waking me because I’m hopeless and always late for everything. So, after I’ve dragged myself through my make-up box, hair defying gravity I head to get the bus, still no texts, Only from Toshiya. She was coming along too because well, her sister owns the studio and Toshiya cleans up her gear afterwards.
Waiting for the bus, I just made it in time, it’s a curse to get the bus up to Toshiyas, I swear it comes like once every 3 hours. However, I made it! And funny enough, Kyo was upstairs on that bus too. Sitting across from my best friend I look over his shoulder to see another girl. Yes, I do know her but only from Kyo whom by the way hates her guts and insults her practically all the time, but not when she’s there obviously. I guess he’s a bit of the back stabber player but never actually goes with anyone. Anyways, this girl is called Mana, and she doesn’t seem to favour me very much, mostly because Kyo and I are so close. So, being the wonderful person I am, I include her in any conversations I produce but still not getting anything I quiet down, giving in to the many glares she throws at me, Kyo being oblivious to it all, this makes me a little angry but I don’t point anything out yet.
We make it to Toshiyas’ estate and with a smile spread across my face I hug her within seconds of getting off the bus, she’s my babe! Just with the same reaction I had to Mana, Toshiya gives the same expression; Who the fuck is that? I giggle at her face, pulling her onto the path as Kyo drags Mana up to the studio. Toshiya waits for the two to be out of sight, turning back to me, arms in the air. “Who and why the fuck is she here!!?” I shake my head and sigh. “That’s Mana, Toichi! That girl Kyo always complains about!” She looked taken back, looking round to where they left. “Seriously? I though he hated her!” “Same, he must have changed his mind, suddenly after she said she’d have sex with him.” She gasped. “WHAT? She said that?” I nodded. “Well, I don’t like her already, you should have see the looks she was giving me on the bus, Toichi. She really wasn’t having me.” She looked at me, walking towards the studio with a keen smile. “ Oh, I must see this!” I sighed, following my eager friend into the building, this was bound to be something….
Leaning against the wall I watched Kyo getting the outline of his tattoo done, he was getting a sleeve with a-lot of junk in it. Nicola sat on a chair and Mana, even though I offered her a seat remained sitting on the floor, Indian style, not a good choice while wearing a skirt but she doesn’t seem to mind. Being comforting, I sit beside Kyo, messing him about and joking around but once I move, he asks for Mana to hold his hand, not being jealous but I am offended. What’s wrong with me? Am I not good enough to hold my best friends hand but the previously hated girl is!? And not only that, she’s underage! My little Trio of friends are all 18 years old, Mana is 15. Yeah, not nice. Looking over at Toshiya I get the same look, she is pissed. Letting you all in on this little secret, Earlier on I used to tease Toshiya because I felt she liked Kyo and it turned out she did! So obviously this was not going to end well and I really didn’t feel like breaking a catfight. I was more annoyed at Kyo from this point, all day he kept arguing with me about anything and everything, it was starting to piss me off. I just couldn’t wait for Mana to leave to talk Normal with him. However, something was defiantly wrong with him as he said “We” have to go home now. Him and Mana. That being the final straw I turn away, starting to clean the table tops covered in ink. Toshiya noticing this bluntly showed them the door without care and watched them leave. Waiting for a few minutes to make sure they couldn’t hear me I cursed aloud. “That little fuck! I can’t believe him!” “I know! I couldn’t believe the way he was treating you! And that Mana girl, Eugh, I’d like to kick her in the baby maker!” That’s Toshiya for ya…. Best threats ever. That lead us into a bitch fit, something I never thought I’d have to do about Kyo, my best friend! But it was needed. And after that I really couldn’t repeat anything that was said.
When I got home, I was still pissed but with a text from my newly found friend, Miyavi, he invited me out for a walk and I agreed, going down to meet him. I wasn’t sure if I liked Miyavi yet or what but I was still self conscious about seeing him. He told me he was bringing a friend which made me even more nervous. I hate not being able to talk freely and that puts me back in my shell. This guy was call Die or something but when I met him, I liked him and it turned out I opened more to him that Miyavi which was amusing. I love meeting new people now, I feel suffocated with my other friends at the minute which really isn’t good. Anyways, Miyavi had to go in for dinner because well, he’s younger than me by a year or something. That left me with Die, alone. I didn’t mind that at all because we were able to talk and it was fun learning about him, in a way we clicked.
We went back to get Miyaviafterwards who ended up calling for Kaoru. . Not that I don’t like Kaoru but he can be an ass at times but there’s still something about him that makes me attracted to him in some way. Maybe deep down, he is a gentleman. Going to his house he seemed taken back that I was there with Die, even a little…jealous? I noticed this because when we were standing outside, talking about his bed,(for some reason it’s so amazing.) and he turned round and scoffed; “ I don’t want them two in my room, I don’t want that to happen in my bed!” Being naïve and confused I just answered with a rhetorical “What?” and left it at that. We had fun at Kaoru’s and even when I had to leave, Die said to me; “I’d walk you home but my mum wants me in now.” That was so sweet but being a scared little girl I begged Kaoru in my perfect girly voice to walk me at least half way, lucky enough he obliged. However when we started talking he didn’t like the fact that I said Die was nice, replying with; “ He’s a tit-licker.” Confused I asked; “What do you mean?” He snorted. “Of course he’d be nice, you have boobs! He’s like that to every girl.” “Oh…” I was a little gutted when I heard that but then again, Kaoru could just be saying that, never know.
We got just over half way and stopped, continuing our chitter chatter which then lead to a little flirty conversation. That made me feel good, in a way it relieved me being with those three instead of staying in. Not only did I get out but also I gained the feeling that I’m still attractive to guys and not seen as just a friend. A little relieving.
I guess I’m just going to have to continue this kind of experiment with my newly found friends and my old ones. Love is hard but not as hard as the guy you pick.
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Chapter:1/?
Pairings:?
Writer: Okay, so, I was thinking,...maybe it would be a challenge to write Shinya and Toshiya as actual girls, going through girl troubles. Just for fun and interest I want to see how this goes. So, read the troubles of the 2 Jrock females!
Every girl wants Mr-right, you’ll see girls in the streets with their friends, pointing at guys then whispering amongst themselves, it was the natural; Perv moment. Not because they were desperate, they were on the look out, there’s nothing wrong with that, right? Well, I’m not so sure but if you’re judging the guy by looks then where does personality come into the picture? Pretty face, blank opinions. I’ve had my share of guys and yet again, I’m single, not because I’m horrible or pessimistic, when I was younger I used to go for pretty looking boys, to show off in front of my friends or basically to feel good about myself. Now that I’ve matured over these years, I know what sort of man I actually want and I keep finding myself lowering my standards from when I was 15. I keep thinking back to that time, was I really into that guy? I’ll see my ex-partners everywhere in the town and I can’t help but cringe, mentally slapping myself. It’s all a phase we go through but even some of my friends are still stuck in that sort of dream-phase.
My ex-best friend; Yoshi and I had the greatest of laughs together in our teen hood, Shopping, going to discos, all sorts! We loved being with each-other and even we went through the boy phase but sadly, Yoshi stayed in it. Poor Yoshi found a boy she adored at the age of 15, in the untraditional way, she asked him out first and they’ve been together ever since, even though he treats her badly but I think that’s because she took the initiative to step in first, letting him know that she will do anything for him, and she does. It makes me sick because of the lack of respect a man can have for a woman, a young one too, especially when he’s older you’d think he’d have a little wit. Almost three years on and her life still revolves around him and I was pushed out. Don’t get me wrong, I’m happy for her but I also feel bad for her, maybe in a way I feel as if she’s wasted her teen love-hood on one guy who could wreck her life. Is that wrong or just me?
We then have my newest but old female bestie; Toshiya. Let me explain how Toshiya goes about Boys…. She’s an interesting girl, basically she’s nuts, as in boy crazy. Toshiya never has luck with boys, but she meets plenty of them because she’s so open, loud and ambitious but is constantly stuck in the friend zone. This upsets me because I’m so close to her and I can’t do anything about it. Then again, if I was a good friend I would set her up with someone, right? No! Absolutely not! You can not force two people together and hope for the best, that’s desperation and just wrong. Not only could you be hurting your friends but also could be stealing someone’s future mate. You never know who actually likes you and that amazes me, there could be guys walking past you, giving you a little smirk and you’d have no clue! The male and female chemistry is dumbfounding. I’d love to know who’s walked past me and I’ve tickled their fancy, just for the giggle.
Strangely and luckily my best friend is a boy, Kyo. We never had any real attraction to each other but we enjoyed the exact same things. Heck, we even annoy each other and flirt as a joke but there’s no true feelings behind anything we do, or so I hope. Some people would think of this as luck for me, getting in with the boys and such but it’s really more of a hassle to be honest. Let me go through my life at the age of 18 years old in this world with my closest friends and what we/I do.
----Saturday, July 16th
Today is the day Kyo is getting his tattoo, I haven’t had a text from him all morning and it sort of worries me, we always text enchanter every morning, every day to wake one another up, more him waking me because I’m hopeless and always late for everything. So, after I’ve dragged myself through my make-up box, hair defying gravity I head to get the bus, still no texts, Only from Toshiya. She was coming along too because well, her sister owns the studio and Toshiya cleans up her gear afterwards.
Waiting for the bus, I just made it in time, it’s a curse to get the bus up to Toshiyas, I swear it comes like once every 3 hours. However, I made it! And funny enough, Kyo was upstairs on that bus too. Sitting across from my best friend I look over his shoulder to see another girl. Yes, I do know her but only from Kyo whom by the way hates her guts and insults her practically all the time, but not when she’s there obviously. I guess he’s a bit of the back stabber player but never actually goes with anyone. Anyways, this girl is called Mana, and she doesn’t seem to favour me very much, mostly because Kyo and I are so close. So, being the wonderful person I am, I include her in any conversations I produce but still not getting anything I quiet down, giving in to the many glares she throws at me, Kyo being oblivious to it all, this makes me a little angry but I don’t point anything out yet.
We make it to Toshiyas’ estate and with a smile spread across my face I hug her within seconds of getting off the bus, she’s my babe! Just with the same reaction I had to Mana, Toshiya gives the same expression; Who the fuck is that? I giggle at her face, pulling her onto the path as Kyo drags Mana up to the studio. Toshiya waits for the two to be out of sight, turning back to me, arms in the air. “Who and why the fuck is she here!!?” I shake my head and sigh. “That’s Mana, Toichi! That girl Kyo always complains about!” She looked taken back, looking round to where they left. “Seriously? I though he hated her!” “Same, he must have changed his mind, suddenly after she said she’d have sex with him.” She gasped. “WHAT? She said that?” I nodded. “Well, I don’t like her already, you should have see the looks she was giving me on the bus, Toichi. She really wasn’t having me.” She looked at me, walking towards the studio with a keen smile. “ Oh, I must see this!” I sighed, following my eager friend into the building, this was bound to be something….
Leaning against the wall I watched Kyo getting the outline of his tattoo done, he was getting a sleeve with a-lot of junk in it. Nicola sat on a chair and Mana, even though I offered her a seat remained sitting on the floor, Indian style, not a good choice while wearing a skirt but she doesn’t seem to mind. Being comforting, I sit beside Kyo, messing him about and joking around but once I move, he asks for Mana to hold his hand, not being jealous but I am offended. What’s wrong with me? Am I not good enough to hold my best friends hand but the previously hated girl is!? And not only that, she’s underage! My little Trio of friends are all 18 years old, Mana is 15. Yeah, not nice. Looking over at Toshiya I get the same look, she is pissed. Letting you all in on this little secret, Earlier on I used to tease Toshiya because I felt she liked Kyo and it turned out she did! So obviously this was not going to end well and I really didn’t feel like breaking a catfight. I was more annoyed at Kyo from this point, all day he kept arguing with me about anything and everything, it was starting to piss me off. I just couldn’t wait for Mana to leave to talk Normal with him. However, something was defiantly wrong with him as he said “We” have to go home now. Him and Mana. That being the final straw I turn away, starting to clean the table tops covered in ink. Toshiya noticing this bluntly showed them the door without care and watched them leave. Waiting for a few minutes to make sure they couldn’t hear me I cursed aloud. “That little fuck! I can’t believe him!” “I know! I couldn’t believe the way he was treating you! And that Mana girl, Eugh, I’d like to kick her in the baby maker!” That’s Toshiya for ya…. Best threats ever. That lead us into a bitch fit, something I never thought I’d have to do about Kyo, my best friend! But it was needed. And after that I really couldn’t repeat anything that was said.
When I got home, I was still pissed but with a text from my newly found friend, Miyavi, he invited me out for a walk and I agreed, going down to meet him. I wasn’t sure if I liked Miyavi yet or what but I was still self conscious about seeing him. He told me he was bringing a friend which made me even more nervous. I hate not being able to talk freely and that puts me back in my shell. This guy was call Die or something but when I met him, I liked him and it turned out I opened more to him that Miyavi which was amusing. I love meeting new people now, I feel suffocated with my other friends at the minute which really isn’t good. Anyways, Miyavi had to go in for dinner because well, he’s younger than me by a year or something. That left me with Die, alone. I didn’t mind that at all because we were able to talk and it was fun learning about him, in a way we clicked.
We went back to get Miyaviafterwards who ended up calling for Kaoru. . Not that I don’t like Kaoru but he can be an ass at times but there’s still something about him that makes me attracted to him in some way. Maybe deep down, he is a gentleman. Going to his house he seemed taken back that I was there with Die, even a little…jealous? I noticed this because when we were standing outside, talking about his bed,(for some reason it’s so amazing.) and he turned round and scoffed; “ I don’t want them two in my room, I don’t want that to happen in my bed!” Being naïve and confused I just answered with a rhetorical “What?” and left it at that. We had fun at Kaoru’s and even when I had to leave, Die said to me; “I’d walk you home but my mum wants me in now.” That was so sweet but being a scared little girl I begged Kaoru in my perfect girly voice to walk me at least half way, lucky enough he obliged. However when we started talking he didn’t like the fact that I said Die was nice, replying with; “ He’s a tit-licker.” Confused I asked; “What do you mean?” He snorted. “Of course he’d be nice, you have boobs! He’s like that to every girl.” “Oh…” I was a little gutted when I heard that but then again, Kaoru could just be saying that, never know.
We got just over half way and stopped, continuing our chitter chatter which then lead to a little flirty conversation. That made me feel good, in a way it relieved me being with those three instead of staying in. Not only did I get out but also I gained the feeling that I’m still attractive to guys and not seen as just a friend. A little relieving.
I guess I’m just going to have to continue this kind of experiment with my newly found friends and my old ones. Love is hard but not as hard as the guy you pick.
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