so,as you may know,i was arcata,california [the northern area] for two weeks.i stayed with my stepdads half sister Ali[she would be my aunt] and her fiance Jonathan.the weather was never hot,it was nice.no humidity.lots of forests+mountains.and hippies haha.you dont even know.ill give you the day-by-day for those who are interested ( Read more... )

so.i worked today.im in a chat room.therefore,i completely forgot everything i was going to say....i like nargaroth...im sad about missing the offspring last night,but oh well.i have to miss skidrow too ( Read more... )

sooo ill just skip to the good part.steve picked me up.it was so great to see him again.seriously.we went to starship,then the mall.then we drove around alot.around 10:30 we waited for ryan in the target parkinglot,and when he got there i jumped out and ran up to his car.he looked really confused.then he drank alot of my snapple apple.and that made ( Read more... )

so im sure people hate me/are going to hate me now because he probably twisted things around.i was honest with him.so crucify me.i thought maybe it was something i wanted.i went,i saw.turns out its not what i want.now im a bad person.i cant give something a chance that just wouldnt work.i cant force myself to have feelings.do i feel bad? yes.but ( Read more... )

so far everyday of summer has been busy,and things arent going to slow down yet.yesterday niko came with me to band practice,then we hung out afterwords.we played ddr for 2 songs haha,then we tried to think of something to do,but just ended up talking for 4.5 hours.im not even exaggerating.the longest pause was like 30 sec.it was crazy/amazing.we ( Read more... )

so friday was my last day of school.ryan stalked me with his hat+sunglasses haha.then i hung out with niko+chris at some guys house where there were people.i dont enjoy people.so me+chris sat in this room and talked about weird things like cannibalism.then later we hung out with chasco and walked around downtown.then we went to his house to make ( Read more... )

last night i had an great dream haha.it started out in some clothing store.they had lots of vinyl.and i wanted this orange vinyl dress that had pink frilly stuff.haha.and they were playing VnV and other dancy stuff.then,because my dreams like to switch locations,i was suddenly at warped tour and MSI was playing.then i saw brandi so i went up to her ( Read more... )

[ x ] Spell your first name backwards -ahtnamas ( Read more... )

so here begins my story.i spent alot of time dolling myself up for the concert hehe.then josh p. came over and we did our makeup together haha.we got bored+decided to prank people X).[napoleon dynamite]i was like dude lets do tara cuz she'll know,but it would still be funny.her dad answers,and oh my god haha he was flipping out.hes like come on ( Read more... )

yesterday was fun.trista+tara picked me up from school for rockstar practice.we started writing lyrics for our lyricless song [exciting cuz we havent written in a year]. "underage love" its about internet pedophiles haha.we also decided what we'd like to do for a cover.then we went to their mom's to transfer to tara's car and we saw these people in ( Read more... )