I got home from warped tour.  Opened the door. pet the cat and threw my stuff in the mud room.  Yawn and removed my clothes an article at a time.  looked at the clock and saw it was 2:30 am very late.  i hadnt even noticed the time when i was dropping off meek and jay at thier houses.  fed the cat in my undies. laid out spread ( Read more... )

I got offered the asst. manager position today sitting at a long rectanglular table sitting in hard, cold, folding chairs.  I was crushed.  I didnt know what to say.  I wanted to scream WHY DIDNT YOU GIVE IT TO ME BEFORE I DECIDED TO RUN AWAY TO WASHINGTON??!!??  But I didnt i smiled and breathed in real deep and pretended i was really happy to get ( Read more... )

Well its offical ladies and gents.  In 1 month and three days ill be moving back to the place of my complete choosing not to mention a wedding might be involved or anything like that.  Ill be giving my two weeks notice in two weeks SHIT I HAVE TO FIND ANOTHER REALLY SHITTY JOB  hooray.  i will say that Ill miss Nikki, Vetter, Jay, Russell, Angie, ( Read more... )

To bad i cant forget you
even though i try
it make me sad and blue
to know you arent mine

as i sit here and write this song
i think of what your doing
nothing that involve me
that for sure

your gone
gone gone gone
your gone
gone past the sea
your gone
gone gone gone
gone past the place
that i cant that i cant see

to bad i cant remember
all the bad times
it would ( Read more... )

What if he isn't my Edward? He had certinatly left me when I needed him the most.  Leaving me a hopeless mess that I am today.  Jumping from a cliff seems so simple if you think about it.  I just close my eyes and think that maybe when he is with her he secertly thinks of me.  He smiles when he hears all the songs on the CD I made him.  He still ( Read more... )

Pretty uneventful couple of weeks.  Nothing to really blog about but i suppose a much needed update was crucial.  So as i sit and listen to "We The Kings" snatching internet from God knows where, Ill tell you all about it ( Read more... )

i will kill the next man who hits on me.  so what Im not Kaylin always told me LEA always told me.  but damn i cant even walk down the street without sensing this sick and twisted feeling im being watched.

amish people just walked in to burgerdonald.  uumm. ....... do they even eat cows arent they friends with them or something

Coffee never tasted so sweet.  maybe because of the x amount of sugar i have added.  i now this time next year Ill be in sunny california. attending FIDM (google it)  no more wishing i was somewhere eles with someone eles because ill be by myself.  Daniel offered that i could stay with him.  But ill think ill splurge for lap of lux with the off ( Read more... )

If i could sum up my life at this moment into a few words they would be ( Read more... )

So i think Lauren gets tired of me talking about my friends back home.  About what we did and how we acted.  I would start a story with "Well one time Kaylin and I went....(insert crazy place).." and she just looks at me like im stupid and says "Thats cool"  Gosh i miss how it was when I had the only person I needed and that was that.  No others ( Read more... )