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things have been pretty decent lately. I've got a whole bunch of money now, w00t, but i just...want love...some random thoughts on this dude in my photoshop class under the cut...maybe some stuff about alyssa too...
pretty dude with funny hair
he works at wal-mart
he has shoes like mine except where mine are blue his are red!!
he likes linkin park <3333
he's funny and smart, did i mention he's pretty and he's got funny hair?!
...i want one...that notices me as more than "that girl that sits behind me in photoshop," that likes me for more than just notes, that will tell me i look nice even if i look like shit (which most days i do), that notices weird little things like the same shoes but a different color
how can i make him notice me without being a complete slut? i think that's the only way to really get any guy's attention...
that's where girls are different, a little better, but they can rip your heart out just as easily...which brings me to alyssa, we broke up forever ago...and i still miss her, she's always telling me about some new crush or something, and i'm just wishing one day she'll say that new crush is me...again...i know it's never gonna happen, but i just...wish for it...
i just want someone, anyone at all in my life to fill this void. Everything else in my life is perfect except my love life, which as usual, doesn't exist. I just want someone nice to cuddle with on the couch and watch tv all night long. No sex, just close togetherness. I just wanna feel someone next to me, especially on days like this when i feel so bad that the only cure is a nice, warm hug, some decent cartoons, and a pretty guy with funny hair sitting next to me and smiling.
God, or whatever heavenly being is up there that i've recently regained faith in for all the money i've been blessed with, do something to make him like me. Or make someone like me, someone who will nerd out with me and just cuddle and watch decent cartoons..and be fun..and never mean...who isn't on drugs...who isn't an alcoholic...and doesn't smoke cigarettes...who isn't a pervert just after one thing...not too tall, not too short...with funny hair like the dude in my class...i want my own...<33
pretty dude with funny hair
he works at wal-mart
he has shoes like mine except where mine are blue his are red!!
he likes linkin park <3333
he's funny and smart, did i mention he's pretty and he's got funny hair?!
...i want one...that notices me as more than "that girl that sits behind me in photoshop," that likes me for more than just notes, that will tell me i look nice even if i look like shit (which most days i do), that notices weird little things like the same shoes but a different color
how can i make him notice me without being a complete slut? i think that's the only way to really get any guy's attention...
that's where girls are different, a little better, but they can rip your heart out just as easily...which brings me to alyssa, we broke up forever ago...and i still miss her, she's always telling me about some new crush or something, and i'm just wishing one day she'll say that new crush is me...again...i know it's never gonna happen, but i just...wish for it...
i just want someone, anyone at all in my life to fill this void. Everything else in my life is perfect except my love life, which as usual, doesn't exist. I just want someone nice to cuddle with on the couch and watch tv all night long. No sex, just close togetherness. I just wanna feel someone next to me, especially on days like this when i feel so bad that the only cure is a nice, warm hug, some decent cartoons, and a pretty guy with funny hair sitting next to me and smiling.
God, or whatever heavenly being is up there that i've recently regained faith in for all the money i've been blessed with, do something to make him like me. Or make someone like me, someone who will nerd out with me and just cuddle and watch decent cartoons..and be fun..and never mean...who isn't on drugs...who isn't an alcoholic...and doesn't smoke cigarettes...who isn't a pervert just after one thing...not too tall, not too short...with funny hair like the dude in my class...i want my own...<33