I'm feeling very pessimistic and emo...let me whine...i'll get over it eventually...
I'd first buy a pimped out black PT Cruiser and pay it off in one lump amount, then go to driving school instead of waiting around on my mom who complains and says she'll teach me and never fucking does it. Then, I'd buy my own house..in a foreign country, leaving everyone I'm related to far, far behind. The house will have a kitchen bigger than the Mall of America. Really, that's my only want in a house is a big kitchen. I've honestly never seen one in my entire life. LPU lifetime membership, Linkin Park tickets for every concert near me, of course taking Chasidy along. Bondage pants. More Linkin Park shirts. A GOOD hair straightener, like that one they advertise on TV that costs $80, with the comb on it, so it actually straightens instead of flattening. Clothes that fit that don't come from a thrift store. A cell phone with reception and no bullshit charges like Virgin Mobile. Yellowcard tickets for when they come to town with Blue October in a few months. Fall Out Boy tickets for November 3. A new bed. Shelves, and tons of them. Eight drawer plastic cart thing. Give whatever's left to something like Red Cross.
On a much happier note, Paper Walls by Yellowcard is amazing. You should buy it! And also I've fallen in love with Internet Explorer 7 and Launchcast radio. You should too.