When you read this / I will not be the same ( Read more... )

lies i've deceived myself in this hour of solitude... through the breaking of love and spirit these words were spit from my mouth the bitterness poured from deep within my heart only to stain and harden my skin erasing the compassion... and ripping the joy from inside of me... let me go trying to rid myself of this frame. wash it from my eyes all ( Read more... )

how can i bear this any longer
arms stretched out only to hold separation
take me away
i'm dying inside, emptied before you
take me into your arms
i will fight until the day when i will see
sight given to these blind eyes
when will i be taken from this life
take what is yours
you deserve more than my life

If i told you how i felt, you'd run away ( Read more... )

WHY DOES EVERYONE MAKE ME FEEL SMALL...AND HOLLOW....

All families have skeletons in their closets, we just happen to have a whole graveyard under our basement....FFFUUCCCKKK ( Read more... )

i felt the floor shudder beneath my feet as the others began to move.In front of me, her arms flew up and down.I knew i shouldn't really be watching her but i couldnt help it.There was something compelling about her, something that drew people to her.And i wanted what she had, no question.I wanted a waist like that, skin like that, assumptions like ( Read more... )

As i'm walking to the bus stop i begin to taste sour tears in my mouth.I feel like a moron when i pass by some guys chilling on a bench, liquid pissing from my eyes.I lift my hand to wipe my wet face and i'm suddenly engulfed with the smell of my mother, in my sweater. on my skin. Like she's inside me, seeping out of my pores. I spit on my hands, ( Read more... )

...and it starts as a fleeting thought. Just like that. Whipping past my mind like a swooping bird. But then it returns, slower this time, lingering long enough for consideration. T'ill soon, all i'm thinking about is the paper clip on the table beside me. And i need it. I need it. I need the release of me. I reach for the curled wire and ( Read more... )