Comments | xdpieqx: i cant make it on my own

xdpieqx

i cant make it on my own

Mar 02, 2005 01:35

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justonewish March 2 2005, 11:25:55 UTC

same. i also wish for the same thing every time the clock hits 11:11 .. and i used to pray alot too. still do it sometimes but it doesn't really seem like theres a point ne more.

xdpieqx March 3 2005, 05:30:26 UTC

yeah seriously. praying doesnt seem to work at all and the 11:11 wish thing is a bunch of bs. i used to be like SHUT UP ITS 11:11 MAKE A WISH but now im like blahhh

eddie_bones March 2 2005, 14:20:21 UTC

hey man you know what? i'll let you in on a secret that helped me. yea, the past is cool and has a lot of great memories and stuff. and you learn from it. BUT. you cant dwell on it, that will just bring you down. and dont worry about the future either. you just gotta take each dayas it comes and live for the moment. it took me a long ass time to realize that and i finally got knocked out of it.

xdpieqx March 3 2005, 05:32:50 UTC

thanks man. i love reading about when you have awesome days and you feel alive and all that stuff. it makes me realize that kids from massapequa arnt totally lost forever in an emo depression of all american and taking back sunday. my life will get better when you come home and we chill and when the summer comes. this summer will be the best summer ever because we'll all learn to appreciate it now that we've hit the death that is college.

dying_dream_02 March 2 2005, 14:24:29 UTC

i truely believe God does hear your prays, and does help you, just not in ways you were expecting, or when you were expecting things to change. everything happens for a reason. you just have to believe. if you think real hard you can prolly see a point in your life when you prayed for something and you didnt think it came true, but look at your life now, did it change?

other than that, you know my plan. lol

xdpieqx March 3 2005, 05:34:09 UTC

wow i didnt really think of it like that. i believe in god and praying and stuff im just a stupid teenager that thinks no one listens to me or notices me but i guess you're right. there are some shitty things in my life that i thought would never end but they are over so ur def right about that. you're so smart!

neeni March 2 2005, 19:13:30 UTC

I hope things go better for you. The worst thing you can do is consider yourself a failure--and you're not a failure because you at least acknowledge what you're doing that you've been unhappy with (cutting classes, etc.) Most people won't even admit or comprehend that much and I've seen people in a far worse state than you are in regard to the same issue. I feel the same way as you do but in a different sense, I guess(?). I loved high school and hate college--drag myself out of bed and sometimes have to BRIBE myself to go to class. But it really is what you make of it. Just look at it as college doesn't last forever but the friendships you've made in high school hopefully will. ;)

And summers will ALWAYS be there for you. Don't forget that.

xdpieqx March 3 2005, 05:35:36 UTC

thank you. i only think of myself as a failure at the times right after i mess up by not going to class or slacking off at whatever i do...you're right though im not a failure or else i wouldnt even have the sense to think of myself as one. or something like that. i understood you though haha i just suck at explaining things.

i cannot wait for summer. summer is the best time ever.

i <3 josh biglon March 2 2005, 22:29:50 UTC

I think a lot of us are feeling the same way... and it's funny we all keep going back to 9th grade... this summer lets all start new and bring it back to 9th grade style... brett eddie josh nikole lauren sharon... uhh nicole? brendan? well hey we can get drunk and egg there houses or something

9th grade was one of the best years of my life and I had the greatest friends ever

Re: i <3 josh xdpieqx March 3 2005, 05:36:21 UTC

hahaha me you eddie brett nikole and sharon HAVE to hang out. not one of those "9th grade crew nights"....like...we need to hang more than once haha i miss you guys so much

Re: i <3 josh biglon March 3 2005, 06:45:13 UTC

Ok so instead of 9th grade crew nights... from now on we'll call ourselves... Freshmen Year 2k5... haha And we'll relive the glory days... that would really be a romantic happy ending to our friendships... Like we were all just meant to be <33 Let's have a sleepover! Bahaha

Re: i <3 josh rise_from_ruin March 6 2005, 09:43:57 UTC

ASSHOLES I WAS IN THAT GROUP!!!

ok fine so i was a loser
and no one wanted me in it then or now,
way to go and make me feel left out

oh and josh,
next time you need a pick me up,
call the kid who is always there for you
thick and fucking thin.
YOU HAVE MY NUMBER, USE IT