hey i just got home from montauk with ben. im so tierd but il tell u bout my weekend. first i went to montauk saturday morning and took the 2 hour trip with ben. all i did was watch bio-dome in my portable dvd player the whole trip there. when we got there we unpacked had lunch and my dad dropped me, ben, jamie, and jordan in town where we bought ( Read more... )

i just got back from a good show at the calvary. had fun with ben, ernie, shane klien. saw some good bands. saw drawn in the sky there. u should all go to there show next sunday. its gonna be crazy. most important show ever. so go! rob, dan, and brett were being MEAN and wouldnt tell me what they had planned for the show. its secret. secret my ass ( Read more... )

i hate myself. i hate my life. i wanna commit suicide and kill my self cause theres no point in living. im a fat ugly kid and i kno it. i kno nl ever like me and i have to learn to accept it. i dont care about life. cause nothing but love is worth living for and i will never find that so its not worth living.

Im in school. postin from mr.stantons class. after school im goin home and waitin for haley to call. i wanna see her but she is always busy. last nite i went to the park to see her and she left and it started to rain. i had to walk home 2 miles in the rain for no reason cause i didnt even really get to see her. well i think school sux and im gonna ( Read more... )

today was dumb. in gym class i did 58 sit-ups in 60 seconds thats crazy. next time im doing it over and if i get over 62 i get a free make up class. well i just got bak from baseball. we lost but i made 5 outs at the plate and was like crazy good. kendall is the coolest...lol
ttyt XoXoX -Ant

Im really tierd. i had a busy day school then work rite after. i got home and had to do my homework. then i just chilled and talked to people on the comp for the rest of the nite. met this girl this weekend she is really nice ses commin over tomarrow yay. well im reallt tierd so il post again tomarrow. nite XoXoX
-Ant-

well i definatly woke up too early this morning. i had a baseball game at 9:00. we lost bad but i did really good. i was 1 for 1 with a single a stolen base an RBI and i scored. but we still lost cause most of the team was makin errors. but w.e i dont care. theres a show tonite at 6 at the comunity reform temple u should go its really good. look at ( Read more... )

my day was fine same old same old. school sucked as always. after school i went to bens and stayed for dinner. after that i came home. Rob and Dan from Drawn In The Sky came over to give me my ticket for the show friday u should go. when i think about it i cant beleive they drove to my house.lol. well i tierd and i wanna go to sleep so i will put ( Read more... )

im still sick. but im feelin a little better cause i went to the doctor and he gave me like tons of shit. i got 2 inhalers and 2 different types of pills it sux. but w.e i take them cause they make me feel just a little better. i sware if i had to give my inhaler another name it would be hairspray cause thats exactly what it tastes like. im ( Read more... )

my day so far sucks. it started off with me getting up at 6 to go to school. then i missed my bus. when i got to school i was late and i had to do a lab in science. after my lab i went to math class where i found out i failed my quiz. after all this i wasnt feeling good so i called my mom and told her i was sick. now im home sick from school and i ( Read more... )