im just so confused.

sometimes it is just easier to be alone.

and then i think of him and i just stop breathing.

i really wish i wouldnt overthink EVERYTHING

i think that im in doubt of whats really happeneing

but there i go again, thinking

i love you all, more than ANY boy. promise.

Cause I'm fragile
I am hopeless
I'm not perfect
But I am free

im already stressed out and its only the 3rd day of school...

apparently i got up too early this morning...

last nite i fell asleep with the phone attached to my ear, literally. and when i woke up i had a giant imprint of a cellphone on my face. it was definately the hottest thing you ever saw. unfortunately its now gone. :-( what a bummer.

technically i should be showering and going to target and doing my homework right now. before church.

hey i want a communal entry ( Read more... )

last night, aim marathon. talking till 3am. FOUR HOURS. holy crap. lots of catching up to do i suppose ( Read more... )

i am so damn good at being intimidating. rarrr

haha oh man, honestly guys is there something im doing to be scary?

well i didnt get to write a good bye summer entry :-( now the first day is already over. i cant wait till the weekend. although im sure ill have a million homework items. sigh. my essay turend out alright tonite, i hope mr keyes likes it. im not crazy about my schedule at all. but other good things could make this year a lot easier....

i've finished my books! finally. gosh that was long. um i have to work tonite. so...yeah. and for the first timw in my school career i will be driving to and from school. so weird. i still cant believe im a junior...what is this world coming to?

well i promised a good update later, so here we go ( Read more... )