No, I really tried this time, but all I can think about is what I want to say to you but probably never will. So I drank Chai and listened to Stars' Nightsongs, thinking of late Febuary and telling Danielle to direct the love to Matt Gregor (because listening to Stars back then was love).

I can run if I wish to. I can talk if i choose. I can cry over spilled milk. I can sleep with you without fucking you. I can convince you that I love you without vocalization.

...but believe me, there's a better arnold palmer to play your course,
and a bob vila to build your windows and your doors...

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Think about it.

Happy AIDS Day

If only you weren't dead. But there's more to it than your death. There's the animated figured in bed talking about that time between death and brain death. There's mint chocolate chip ice cream to be had. There's white chocolate covered pretzels to be made. There's still granola in the box. There's that road we've yet to survey. No, I don't like ( Read more... )

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she said "but the best thing going for me was you ( Read more... )

What are you thinking about?

I'm thinking about Charlie saying how much he misses Danielle and I. I'm thinking about a divorce court television show and this retarded woman crying out "Why didn't you show me?!" to her ex. I'm thinking about the scene of a film at the film fest last year that I walked into late because I wanted to see Tunde ( Read more... )

I'll only light cause you're my match so let's talk about anything else but us.

One hundred dollars and three hours just to get to you but can't look me in the eye.

When I map out what I want to say we watch the sunrise close to silent.
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Why couldn't I have loved you this tenderly, when you were next to me, in the flesh ( Read more... )

Wake. living monument to past lovers. You can't hide from me ( Read more... )