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[xdriftwood]

it's funny, i thought this would hurt a whole lot more.
but i really feel that this time it's better, somehow it's a little easier.

it will take a lot of tea, a lot of sad books and movie nites by myself, but i don't feel nearly as overwhelmed as i thought i would.

and that's as good a place to start as any, right?

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[shootingshark]

...oh god. shit. if what i tihnk happened did in fact happen, i'm sorry.

its a good enough place to start, because you have to start somewhere.

if i win the lottery tonight i'll fly up and we'll drink until we cant anymore, kay?

[xdriftwood]

no not worse case scenario.
i should have thought of that--
just a general sort of, the past few months need to be over thing.
a realization that we don't work as friends. period. we just don't.

god, just thinking about that is scary. i know myself well, or i feel like i do, but i have no idea how i will react to that.

[shootingshark]

ok, well thats slightly a relief. i mean, still sucks and stuff but... man. and hopefully "that" is a ways away. if existant at all.

[xdriftwood]

yeah. i don't even like thinking about it.

and i'm not very good at making this thing over either.
like, i know it should be over. and i know i should stop. and say 'no, i'm busy' or something. anything.

but i'm not very good at that.