They turn the longest and (at one time) best of friendships into, nothing...

A lot has changed. I think I got lost in transition. I miss a alot of people. Im glad I dont see certain people. Im glad Im tight agian with others. Not much is fun anymore. I think im gettin old. I need more direction. Find me. Im missing...

Jay

It's been so long since i have felt like there was anything worth saying. so much drama, so much shit. I have something to say tonight though. I miss a person that once had a huge part in my life, a kid that i couldnt even go in public without. Yeah, everyone knows who im talking about because something hasnt been right for a while. The fact ( Read more... )

Ahh, I'm feelin pretty shity right now but I guess its a lot better then a couple hours ago. Prolly Mono or something fun like that. So yeah the show last night was actully pretty fun, when FATA finnaly got on. Even though it was a big fuckin push pit that you couldnt even move in, lame. I had a good time unlike most people though haha. Yeah ( Read more... )

Im Drowning Every Day The Same
Locked At The Ankles Plotting My Escape
I've Tried So Hard To Remind Myself
Lifes Only What I see
I Thought I Lost The Meaning
But I Was Only Finding You

Jaysin

P.S.
Ohh yeah. Fuck Pedro

If you have a fucking problem with anything I have done, fuck off. I have changed so much since my last entry and not for the best. I have fucked up and done a lot of fucked up shit. I dont care, this is my fucking life and I make the choices in them. But you know what, I'm not the only one thats changed. Just because I have gone down hill and ( Read more... )

Dont even bother tell people what you think because no one gives a fuck. trust me. unless you agree with someone you really dont care what they have to say. Of course its hard because every wants everyone else to think like they do or do what they do (in some sense) or there wouldnt be all the preching and bitching every fucking day. Of course ( Read more... )

Picked up the Guns N' Roses Tribute Album the other day. Unearth did a good job with "It's so Easy" and so didnt MPB with "Sweet Child O' Mine". "November Rain" got slaughterd, no one should have tried to redo that song anyway.

Pissed about The Comeback Kid show. Going to Since The Flood with Goddard and Dallas, that should be fun.

I saw a girl ( Read more... )

Woke up at like 2 today. Im tired. Hung out with Melis, Summer, and Leakos last night that was fun of course. I love those 3 they are so rad. Tonight im hanging out with Caisley, Sarah McD, and Goddard. Goddard needs to stop being a bitch and seal the fuckin deal haha. But I know how it is, its hard. Im single agian, i just need a girl i can ( Read more... )

Yeah for fucking real guys THANKS so much for a great night. Thanks to everyone that showed up to celerbrate goddard and I's bday. You really know who your true friends are sometime. Though I know some of you couldnt show up, its cool. You guys truly did make my night. We should hang out in big groups like that even when it isnt anyones ( Read more... )