Hey guys, can you believe it? I'm still alive. I'm not too sure whether or not that's a good thing but hey, like it or not that's it. I didn't go back on my word, I just needed some time to build up to it ( Read more... )

I have reasons for everything I do. I know I've upset a lot of people and I know that forgiveness is not something that's going to be dished out to me.

I've made my bed, now I'll lay in it. Or whatever the hell that saying is.

Yeah, I'm an asshole and if you hate me, so be it.

Hey guys. I know most of you personally so if you ever want to know something you can always just ask, I may not talk much but I appreciate actually being spoken to ( Read more... )

My email inbox has a habit of intimidating me whenever I log on.

So I'm out of the loop again. Catch me up?

So S and I are no more. As if we ever were. I got sick of her bullshit. A girl that only crawls into bed with you when it's convenient for her and her hormones ain't worth it. Still I got a little bent out of shape by it and ended up hammered and kissing a man again. Fucking gay shit. I'm glad I'm usually drunk when I do it ( Read more... )

I don't have anything to say. Though I am using a kid as my desk to hold the laptop. She said she was cold. Ahahaaa serves her right... That was weird. Everyone I know just keeps getting weirder. I still wanna watch the strippers wanna-be pussy cat dolls show with T... I don't think we will ever get to. Dammit ( Read more... )

St. Pat's Day rocked. N gave me absinthe after I humiliated myself for it. There was much drinking with the boys and plenty of good times had.

Hope you all had good times too.

I'm always hungry lately. T, gimme that Mac & cheese!

So between work and this tiny bit of a social life I entertain I haven't had much time to tinker around with my computer. Not that it matters too much anyway, I've got nothing much to check up on. I hope you ladies are well. Let it be known that I miss ya. I'm around so drop me a line okay?

Hey T, we didn't watch that show with the strippers ( Read more... )

I have a church song stuck in my head. Maybe not a church song... It's a slave spiritual. And it says Jesus a lot. That blows. Not that I have a problem with Jesus. I just don't like that type of music. So lately things have been pretty calm. I haven't heard much from S. Last time I saw her she said she was getting attached. Hmmmm. I'm not sure how ( Read more... )

The ladies who like to harass me into updating took a little vacation so I got one too. Damn. That's over. Oh well. I forgot what I had to say anyway. I got my hair cut? I just got my ear bitten pretty damn hard... ??? Sure. That's all. Oh. and S got into a bit of trouble. Being drunk can do that to you if you don't know how to handle yourself. ( Read more... )