i love it..
when you think you know someone. and you think you know them and how you feel. and then it changes fucking amazing

fuck it.

i dont know what hes done to me. i dont even know how to explain the feelings. but soon as i hear the "moo" i run to the computer. i miss him when im not talking to him. i love him every second of every day. hes never not on my mind. i dont knoww what to do without him and hwen he leaves..my whole worlds gone.
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havnt updated in about forever and a year..alots happened.. welllll. me n monica are close again..thank god<3 its been great we have spent like everyday together for the longest time. but lately we havnt..todays the first time ive seen her in..hmm 2 weeks? i didnt even get to see her on my birthday ( Read more... )

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i want the love back.

why does this have to happen?

ashley. i cant handle it anymore.

..=(

( ..im not o fuckin kay.. )

ah my computer never works anymore!
trevor! where the heck are you seriously!
i miss you=(

ashley. best friensd for ever!
call me sometime!

i miss you all!<3

todays saturday i was suppose to see trevor today. but andrew ended up in az to see ashley so that means i cant see trevor till whenever he wants to drive him here. which is freakin sad=(. but idk. shouldnt of figgured so much that i was gonna see him bc i shoulda known andrew. lol he always says hes gonna come up here and never does ( Read more... )

this is my baby..he looked for me. to give me roses...for 2 days


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