Im waiting calm and waiting still. Im paciently waiting for something to feel. Something to grasp and something to hold, from all the lies and fears that remain untold. The nightmares stand in a row waiting to be dreamt, your tears trickle down not from content. Mysterious thoughts linger in my head, from the misery i've longed through, the one ( Read more... )

Guess where I just got back from!! OH YOU KNOW IT!!! So me and Isaac went out to see the utterfly effect. (KICK ASS MOVIE!) It was so good. I found out some things about Isaac that I wouldn't expenct. And way the movie was awesome! I would love to see it again.

Today wasn't too bad. I hung out with him and he is such a sweet guy. He went out of his way to make sure I was comfortable. Man...I forgot what that felt like. We went to nick N' Willies Pizza and when we got to his house we sat in my car and just talked for like an hour!! I have a lot in common with him. I didn't think I would. He snowboards ( Read more... )

Will I ever get to where I'm going ( Read more... )

I belong to you, you belong to me

forget your legs around my hips ( Read more... )

Your a smoldering pile of dirt burying me alive ( Read more... )

Tonight was fun. Me, Benji, Brandon, and his girlfriend went out to eat. Then off to one of the boys houses. Blake was there and later came Kevin. Kevin is so funny. I forgot how much that kid makes me laugh. Blake was the same as I remember. And brandon and his 12 year old girlfriend were trying to make me jealous again, but frankly all it did was ( Read more... )

So nothing interesting is going on. Savanna is HYSERICAL!!! She is great! I T.A. for a freshman class and this boy always flirts with me when I come in, right, so today I came in and he walked over to me and was like so Jamie, I heard you were a stoner. And this other boy across the room was like dude davin stop hitting on her she wants you to ( Read more... )

To night sucked. I dont have any friends. Chad is kinda making me mad. My parents said if I dont have a job by February they are going to take my car away. Nothing is really going my way right now. I need someones help but there is nothing anyone can do. All I have done this weekend is drive around looking for a job, and been on the internet ( Read more... )