Lethargy and Purpose

[xel_otath]

All my little neurotransmitters are still seeking a state of equilibrium after this past weekend. My sleep, in particular, is having a difficult time balancing itself out. I find myself in a stupor halfway through the day, both yesterday and today. However, the truth remains that it is a functional summon for people who are aware of other

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[hazard_identity]

Hey. I got your e-mail and will reply as soon as things slow down over here and I get a chance to. In the meantime, loneliness may not be up there with Serious Problems, but that doesn't make it suck any less. Weren't you recently telling me that my problems were real and valid, whether they came with a fancy German name or not?

Is your current situation permanent? I honestly wasn't kidding when I said I think Mississippi could be part of the problem. I can't begin to imagine you fitting in well or being happy there. Will you be able to go somewhere else when you've completed your degree?

Or I could just be projecting. I'm working my way toward a physics degree and a tier 2 work visa in Britain.

[xel_otath]

1) I'm a ridiculous hypocrite in that no matter how true I know that the validity of other people's problems are, I can never seem to get over this idea I have that I should somehow be immune to such trivial things. I want to punch myself in the face when I actually think about how insanely narcissistic that sounds, but that doesn't make it any less my experience